18.11.08
Whenever life gets crazy (like it has been all term), I think that everything would be solved if I died. It's not that I'm having suicidal tendancies, it's just a more morbid contemplation than the other alternative, of winning the lottery. Either way, I wouldn't have to worry about anything anymore. I want not to have to worry, not to have to care. I don't feel like I want to achieve anything more with my life - I'm done, I'm good with what I've got, and I want it over with. At my most stressful, I feel like there's nothing so wonderful about the future that I would want to stick around. I'm sick to death of where I am right now. I want out.
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11.11.08
"What is it to you? In a time of impermanence and fly-by-night relationships, these people over here want the same chance at permanence and happiness that is your option. They don't want to deny you yours. They don't want to take anything away from you. They want what you want -- a chance to be a little less alone in the world."
Keith Olbermann of MSNBC on Proposition 8, passed in California to de-recognise same-sex marriages.
3:27 p.m.
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8.11.08
There are so many movies that I've missed and haven't seen:
Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants 2
The Incredible Hulk
Forgetting Sarah Marshall
Sex and the City
Blindness
WantedThe Secret Life of Bees
High School Musical 3
Pride and Glory
Prince Caspian
Not to mention new movies I still want to see:
Changeling
Push
Quantum of SolaceWatchmen
Soloist
Breakfast with Scot
1:57 p.m.
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5.11.08
He speaks so beautifully. America's chance for change.
12:11 a.m.
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4.11.08
You know, I was feeling so shitty yesterday, worrying about school and stressing out about an assignment. But I woke up today, and the sun was shining, the weather was warm, and the world's about to make history. I've been giddy all day, thinking about the American election - it's funny how something like this can cheer me up, but there's so much excitement and hope in the air, it's contagious.
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