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30.11.05

Word of the day: gruntled.

If not actually disgruntled, he was far from being gruntled. . PG Wodehouse

7:38 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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29.11.05

[juli] says:
saw nowikow before i left today

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[juli] says:
you know; he's so cool with his leather jacker
[juli] says:
lol
[juli] says:
he'd be the coolest grandad ever
[joce] says:
? he has a leather jacket?
[juli] says:
dude yeah

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[juli] says:
haven't you ever seen him in the morning/night

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[joce] says:
no!

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[juli] says:
lol you should ask him
[juli] says:
'bout hte jacket
[joce] says:
i should
[juli] says:
i don't even think he has a winter jacker
[juli] says:
we should ask him
[juli] says:
XD
[joce] says:
i ask him a lot of qs
[joce] says:
sure

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[joce] says:
betcha he has a big furry one

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[juli] says:
omg best granddad ever

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[joce] says:
or god father... lol that way ur still in hte runing

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[juli] says:
i have a god father

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[joce] says:
well.. i sorta meant for..
[juli] says:
*my* kids?
[juli] says:
you weird

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[juli] says:
*weirdo

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[juli] says:
but uh i dun think he'd agree to that sort of thing
[juli] says:
it'd be weird
[juli] says:
he's only my favourite high school teacher ever
[joce] says:
lol, its funny cuz ur considering it
[juli] says:
hahhaha

It's a wonder he's not terrified of me. XD Creepiest ever.

8:04 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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28.11.05

I've been contemplating more and more the idea that if I were dead, I'd be able to stop worrying about things. Not that I'm thinking about doing anything, but... just. You keep wishing things'll get better but they never do. What's the point? </angst>

I am rather excited because I may be learning PHP this weekend. I really do like coding new things, and producing something functional and attractive. It's a sense of pride. </geek>

Also, looking forward to the fact that Friday's a PA day and I'm going downtown to visit Stephen, and also to go Christmas shopping. I love the Eaton Center :) </girl>

There, I think that's enough obligatory posting of the going-ins and -outs of my life. I'm out.

[ETA:8.50] omg today's Bunny comic is adorable!

8:38 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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26.11.05

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to.

Tag: Seema, Joce, Lisa, Pui, Kelly. Hmm, don't think I have seven to tag, feel free to tag yourself lol. I don't listen to enough music - this was too difficult -_-;;

I still need orange pants.

8:19 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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25.11.05

General shout out: anyone have orange pants I can borrow?

10:59 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Waah the sad girl in snow shirt is on sale! :P

[ETA:6.40]

WHEE

5:47 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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24.11.05

You know, I was looking forward to having a nice, quiet weekend with my boyfriend, my Calculus binder, and my ISP books. But no, we have to throw a Physics test in next week, a Physics test on a unit (two units? three? five?) that I don't understand, at all, which means that I will have to spend all weekend studying like mad for Calc and Physics. In addition to doing something (anything!) for my Economics project, which is due Tuesday, and my Biology project, due two weeks from now! Goddamnit.

Joyce and I were walking down the hall from Data, when someone shouted out 'don't move!' and we just kept on our merry way; I mentioned to Joyce that, you know, there could've been a bomb or something... and then we'd be dead. But at least then I wouldn't have to worry about my Economics project (or Physics, or Calc, or school, or University applications, which, by the way, start next Tuesday!).

3:40 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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The first snow fall of the year!... dammit. I can feel the cold permeating through the windows already -_-;

6:21 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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21.11.05

Some days, I feel so simply overwhelmed by happinesss that I cannot stop smiling. I am surrounded by the best of friends and I am blessed with love and some days it all seems perfect.

10:40 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Insta!drabble:

In that moment...

he is everything you ever needed and did not even know to want.

you nurse a flame within your palm and fear nothing of burning.

you say 'I love you' and walk away, deaf to the responding silence.

you are as alone as you have ever been, and will be, evermore; so says the raven, and you believe it, because black never lies.

Give me a word, a thought, a moment.

6:48 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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20.11.05

Dear World,

Thanks for nothing. I feel like shit and you're just making it worse. Fuck you.

No love, Me.

PS - where the fuck is my pencil case?

12:06 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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19.11.05

I feel fucking awful. Time to go to sleep.

9:17 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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So, I saw Harry Potter - I must say, I was kind of disappointed :P Spoilers below:

The thing that bugged me the most was that so much was cut out of the movie - I don't recall it being so severe with the other movies. I know it was already an hour and a half long...but I wish more could have been left in. And I wish I had been more true to the books... or maybe just to the way I imagined the books lol. I did like the movie, in a movie sense - I loved Rita Skeeter, even though I wish there could have been more of her plotline; I thought Hermione and Viktor were adorable. I still hate the actor that plays Ron; and wtf was with Cho's accent? One thing that bugged me was how mean Dumbledore was! He was always so cold and creepy. Draco was sexy as always, although I think the ferret-bouncing didn't go quite as high as it should've. I guess I'll just always like the books better.

4:26 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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18.11.05

So I am excited, because tonight I am going shopping, and then going to see Harry Potter! Woot! Key scenes to look for:

Sexy Draco at the World Cup
Draco, Draco, Draco, bouncing ferret, Draco
Cedric lying with his head in another boy's lap

I'm such a slasher XD

6:57 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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17.11.05

In The Goblet of Fire, Harry is noticing girls, in particular classmate Cho Chang (Katie Leung).

It seems that, with Harry, the flesh is willing, but the spirit is weak. . london free press

Exactly what are they insinuating when they say 'the flesh is willing'...?

5:58 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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I'm almost positive Snape has used the term 'insipid' - if not in the books then definitely in fic.

5:27 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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(stolen from Seema)

If you can read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, please post a comment with a memory of us - even if we don't speak very often. It can be anything you want, good or bad.

[When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.]

6:42 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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This shirt is awesome!

6:24 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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16.11.05

Woot new layout ^_^ Go winter! (I actually don't like winter all that much...)

10:18 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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15.11.05

You know Jostens rocks XD

[ETA:9.38] changed desktop images to reflect the everlooming prospect of Winter, and to celebrate the GOF movie :)

5:32 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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14.11.05

A few weeks later with Valentine's Day drawing inexorably nearer, it began to dawn on Remus that this did not appear to be one of the daydreams Sirius toyed with and then forgot about, like the time he wanted Dumbledore and McGonagall to get married and have superchildren.

This time it was happening, and it was infinitely more terrifying even than Sirius waylaying him after every class to whisper 'Think of the babies, Moony! Think of their enormous throbbing brains!' . maya

9:34 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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You know, I love the sweaters that I bought from Jacob; they're gorgeous and soft and nice to wear, but they are a fucking bitch to -

FUCK

Just had to walk away from my post for a second, because I, forgetfully enough, left my closet door open, and my shelves took that moment to *fall over* out into my room. Dammit. Serves me right for putting all my jeans on the top shelf. Stupid center of balance.

Back to my point. The sweaters are a bitch to wash. Why? This is what the laundry instructions say: -

Wait, what the fuck?! The purple sweater and the black sweater say different things?! I thought they were the same type of sweater... *out of my mind* We~ell then, this is what the tag to my black sweater said:

HAND WASH
IN COLD WATER
WASH DARK COLOURS SEPERATELY
DO NOT BLEACH
DRY FLAT ONLY
DO NOT HANDWRING
DO NOT RUB

This may be slightly paraphrased, as I don't have my black sweater on hand, as it is currently in the basement, DRYING FLAT ONLY, after having been soaked in water - and that's about it. How the hell am I supposed to clean the damn thing? I am now thouroughly frustrated by this particular series of events. Let me excuse myself in order to study Calculus.

8:24 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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13.11.05

...he tried to concentrate on the words of the book spread open in front of him, which blathered on in shameless run-on sentences with no sign of a full-stop anywhere on the horizon.

8:49 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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12.11.05

Wow. There is some serious, disturbing social commentary in Crash. It wasn't exactly an enjoyable movie, but it was really good, if you get a chance to watch it.

10:04 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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9.11.05

I am rather terribly avoiding doing Economics. I have to take notes. Dammit.

8:00 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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8.11.05

I've picked up this habit of eating a bowl of dry Cherrios while I do homework - I just munch on them while I work. It's so good - they're nice and sweet and crunchy!

5:14 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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7.11.05

Wow, I am so tired. And I didn't even get home that late from OLP! :P Stupid Biology test.

6:58 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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6.11.05

Our Lady Peace was awesome!!! Woooooot! ^_^ *So* glad I got in, with all the underaged-ness lol.

11:26 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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5.11.05

So, went to Waterloo with Yvonne today; saw Jen Wong, Shae, Devin and Drew, Jon Siow, strangely enough. Lots of people there, lots of rain, and poor planning on the part of Waterloo, in my opinion :P I'm still as undecided as always about my courses, and I definitely only got 5 hours of sleep last night (again) because I had to wake up at 6.00 to get to Waterloo for 9. Bah humbug. Stupid Biology test. On the plus side, OLP concert tomorrow!

[ETA:7.54] and here I thought pirates were extinct

7:49 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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4.11.05

I so don't want to study for Bio. I'm so freaking tired. I've had 10 hours of sleep in the last two days. My body *needs* 8. A day. Guh.

[ETA:5.39] Semi Pictures up!

5:22 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Semi was awesome! Pictures up later - so tired, must study for Chem, no homework tonight :P

1:11 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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2.11.05

Data Project (aka the Devil) is done.

8:01 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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1.11.05

dead fly count: 7
data project word count: 4104
data project page count: 11
hours left until the next quiz: 16
calculus questions yet to be done: 5
chemistry questions yet to be done: 4
physics questions yet to be done: 6
english worksheets yet to be done: 1

hours spent on school work: approaches infinity, limit does not exist

9:33 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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