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31.1.05

So tired of studying, and still two more exams to go.


[edit:10.27pm] Oh photo manipulation...

8:43 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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This is how I relax from exams:

3:16 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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I hear the chirps of birds today, for the first time in a very long while.

8:37 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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30.1.05

Just for you Pui ;)

11:23 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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I am so very bitter. I think I shall make myself feel better by making more wallpapers of scantily clad actresses - just to spite Pui. :) And spite the rest of the world by not studying for my Physics exam, although in the end, it will only be myself that will be spited when I realise I'm not prepared tomorrow. -_-;

On a side note, I like the Da Vinci Code.

7:15 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Gah I've been so unproductive this weekend... I was so stressed about my first four exams, I'm relaxing too soon - I still have Physics, Chem and Law to write this week >_<

8:46 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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27.1.05

I am terrified about tomorrow's math exam.

10:18 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts would tell
Just like an old time movie
'Bout a ghost from a wishing well
In a castle dark or a fortress strong
With chains upon my feet
You know that ghost is me

I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone and I just can't get it back

If you could read my mind, yeah

If you could read your mind love
What a tale my thoughts would tell
Just like a paperback novel
The kind that drugstores sell
When you reach the part where the heartache comes
The hero would be you
Heroes often fail

Never thought I could feel this way
And I've got to say that I just don't get it
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone and I just can't get it back

If you could read my mind

If you could
If you could
If you could read my mind (repeat)

If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts would tell
Just like an old time movie
'Bout a ghost from a wishing well

If you could read my mind love
What a tale my thoughts would tell
Just like a paperback novel
The kind that drugstores sell

And when you reach the part where the heartache comes
The hero would be you
Heroes often fail

Never thought I could feel this way
And I've got to say that I just don't get it
I don't know where we went wrong
But the feeling's gone
And I just can't get it back

If you could
If you could
If you could read my mind

6:21 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Wow... that was the most painful 1.5 hours of my life. There is nothing that could make me take French again next year, because you know what? I would rather have wasted the two extra years I took French, then waste another one knowing how painful it will be. Gah.

On the plus side I got a new calculator (with a grand total of 419 functions!) to replace the one I lost. :\

3:24 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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26.1.05

Free Hugs & Hot Chocolate = success
organisers = dead tired

If we fail our Bio exam tomorrow, it will have been for a good cause. x_x Thank you to everyone who came out, and everyone who came to get hot chocolate. Good luck on your exams :)

6:49 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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25.1.05

10:18 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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24.1.05

Happy early Valentine's day:


[edit:6.14] and in opposition (or perhaps relation) to love:


The lines will be recognisable, because I'm a sucker for what I'm familiar with.

Now on to studying for Math.

4:35 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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23.1.05

Who says there's no such thing as a good Samaritan these days?

My dad and I were driving down 9th line last night at 10.30ish, and we weren't even going fast, but somehow, the car manages to drift itself into a ditch filled with snow, just before Church St. Excellent. We call road side assistance, but the tow truck could take up to 3 hours to get out here. And, it would've sucked if we had been forced to wait that 3 hours, but a guy in a big 'ol Jeep happened to come along with a tow rope! Within less than half an hour probably, we were outta the damn ditch no worse for wear. I'm really glad he did pass by when he did - not to say that I didn't appreciate the many other cars that stopped on their way to ask if we were okay, because there were a lot. Some days you think that the entire human race is preoccupied with themselves, and some days they show you different.

9:17 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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21.1.05

Finally, the weekend. Not that there'll be that much enjoyment, as I'll be studying through it all. >_< One down, seven more to go. Good luck everybody.

7:26 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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17.1.05

No matter how much the subject frustrates me, the language is still so beautiful:


It just started snowing this afternoon, and I wanted to make this, even though winter's been around for a long time now. Maybe I'm just procastinating lol.

5:42 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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15.1.05

Ugh just finished watching Manchurian Candidate, and I'm kinda creeped out lol. Everyone's asleep in my house... *sweatdrop* Urk. Well, Tamara's was fun :) So was trying to rush dinner so we wouldn't be late. It was good though hehe. I still have to study for Physics and English tomorrow aiye! I shall try to sleep without having creepy brain probe nightmares tonight.

11:55 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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14.1.05

Ahhh it's the weekend finally lol. And for once I don't have much homework - probably because exams are just around the bend. I've written study notes for 5 [my mistake] 3/8 of my classes though, so I'm not too bad off.

And for some random lyrics posting; I love the chorus melody of the first song - not such a fan of the melody of the second but I like the words. :)

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cry and try and try to make you stay with me
But still you said the love was gone and that I had to leave

Now you
Talking about a family
Now you
Saying I complete your dream
Now you
Saying I'm your everything
Your confusing me, what your saying to me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'

And when you came home you'd always had some sorry excuse
And explaining to me like I was some kind of a fool
I sacrifice the things I want just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come through

Now you
Wanna be a part of me
Now you
Have so much to say to me
Now you
Wanna make time for me
What you doing to me, your confusing me
Don't play with me, don't play with me cause

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

I remember when I was sitting home alone
Waiting for you
To 3 o'clock in the morn'
Night after night knowing something's going on
What's that number for b go-a-go-a-gone

Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what your suppose to do
No need to punch me boo cause I won't play you cause

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me

What goes around comes around (yeah)
What goes up must come down
Gotta stop trying to come back to me

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
It's called Karma, baby
And it goes around

What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's crying, desiring to come back to me
.. karma . alicia keys


Girl, I'm in love with you
But this ain't the honeymoon
We're past the infatuation phase
We're right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue every day

I know I misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we've both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie, no
No fairytale conclusion y'all
It gets more confusing every day
Sometimes it's Heaven sent
Then we head back to Hell again
We kiss, then we make up on the way

I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I still want you to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay
Maybe you''ll leave
Maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never find
Maybe we won't survive
Maybe we'll grow
We'll never know
Baby, you and I

We're just ordinary people
.. ordinary people . john legend

3:37 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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11.1.05

So much... to do... exams coming up... so fast... *falls over*

6:53 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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9.1.05

Saw National Treasure today - very much a happily ever after movie, but it was cute. I liked it ^_^ No gratuitous violence, no sex - it's made by Disney after all. The female lead's cute though; so's the geeky sidekick. ;)

11:10 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Saw National Treasure today - very much a happily ever after movie, but it was cute. I liked it ^_^ No gratuitous violence, no sex - it's made by Disney after all. The female lead's cute though; so's the geeky sidekick. ;)

11:03 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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7.1.05

Have a miscarriage, go to jail?

Because you know, absolutely everything is the responsibility and fault of the woman, whether she gets accidentally pregnant or accidentally loses the child. This is absolutely ridiculous. And if you did not intend on going to the link and reading the article, maybe a little explaination will entice you.

The state of Virginia would like to propose a bill that would make all women who suffer a 'fetal death' outside the supervision of a doctor, that is, a home miscarriage, to report the offence to a law-enforcement agency within 12 hours. Which is to say that if you are so unlucky as to lose your unborn child by accident, not only do you have to suffer that grief, you also have to call the police to your home, and answer several personal questions that invade your privacy and demoralize you further - such as the sex of the fetus, the weight (would you like to go weigh the bloody results of the miscarriage on some sort of scale?), the time of death (some fetuses fail within the first 2 weeks of impregnation - before you even know you're pregnant), and congenital malformations (is there anything wrong with the bloody fetus you've just miscarriaged?). How disgusting. I would be shocked and dismayed if this bill were to be passed, but it could happen, if the public isn't made aware of what this bill is proposing. I know we don't live in Virginia, or the States for that matter, but it still matters, because women's rights are being trashed upon, and the least we can do is learn about it.

5:21 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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6.1.05

Exam Schedule

Enriched English Exam - Thurs. 20th @ 1.15
U Biology Exam - Thurs. 27th @ 10.30
U French Exam - Thurs. 27th @ 12.45
M Anthropology Exam - Fri. 28th @ 8.15
Enriched Math Exam - Fri. 28th @ 12.45
U Physics Exam - Mon. 31st @ 10.30
U Chemistry Exam - Tues. 1st @ 12.45
M Canadian Law Exam - Wed. 2nd @ 10.30

7:54 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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5.1.05

erythrocytes
leucocytes
lymphocyte
macrophage
monocyte
eosinophil
basophil
neutrophil
epithelial cells
endothelial cells
agglutination
histamine
serum albumin
serum globulin
carbaminoglobin
bicarbonate
thromboplastin + prothrombin (+ Ca+2) = thrombin
thrombin + fibronogen = fibrin
cardiac
pulmonary
systemic
elastic fibres
connective tissue
one way valves
pathogen
antigen
antigen-antibody complex
plasma cell
heavy + light polypeptide chains
electrolytes
enzyme
aorta
vena cava

How many random biology terms can I think of off the top of my head from chapter 9.2? >_< *dies from studying* Can you tell me what they all mean?

9:35 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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2.1.05

Bah. Back to school tomorrow. I suppose it can't be helped. Oh well.

9:44 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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This is Moushuu:


My sweetiepie Betta. :) We went to Big Al's today and bought him in a little plastic bag and watched him swim around and ignore his food pellets hehe. And took lots of pictures.

8:22 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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1.1.05

Five new wallpapers for the 2005 new year :)


7:57 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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I'm going to have a fish... a real live fishy to go in the fishy bowl Stephen got me for Christmas... I'm so excited ^_^ It'll be a beautiful little fishy, and maybe I'll name him Alexander, or Michaelangelo, or Leopold, or something else ridiculously pompus. :)

3:46 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Way to ring in the new year. -_-;

9:38 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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