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[ETA: 6.17] Elaboration: Yesterday was Cabaret, which was very cool indeed. I didn't think it would be so spiffy, as I always thought Cabaret would just be like a concert. But no, it was all pretty and moody and there were candles, which really? are not a good idea around us. Heh. But it was fun to watch, and there were some really amazing acts there; I'm still in denial about the whole teachers act, and shall never be able to look at Mr. Caswell/Draco again without being re-scarred for life. Ooh it hurts >_< Why, oh whyyy? But it was a good night, a whole lot of fun, and there was food, and Mok was back. ^_^ I went and picked him up from the airport after school, and Terminal 1's spiffy. I'm kind of worried about Summative, but in a latent, back of the head, not going to do anything about it sort of way. Mind, we've got two weeks before the visual verbal essay's due... hmm. Meh. XD
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[ETA: 5.07] got myself soda crackers... yum.
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*5 things you are wearing*
1. pink sweat pants
2. red long sleeved shirt
3. my new glasses
4. little studs
5. the little elastic I'm wearing as a ring
*5 things you can see*
1. monitor
2. keyboard
3. my webcam *facing the window*
4. cell
5. remote control
*5 things you are doing right now*
1. talking to Jelena
2. blogging
3. listening to my dad on the phone
4. tired
5. uhm... crossing my legs
*5 colors you can see*
1. silver
2. grey
3. white
4. red
5. blue
*5 thoughts in your head*
1. should sleep
2. missing Mok
3. dammit my mom just went into the shower >_<
4. no shower for me >_<
5. adam brody's hot
If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been? Tyler
Would you name a child of yours after you? guh no
If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with?Chloe! uhm... or her real name, whatever XD
What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? my last name, but even I don't pronounce it properly
If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? for ease, yeah
DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no
Do you think God has a gender? not a great believer
Do you think science counteracts religion? well I'm more leaning towards the science than the religion, but yeah
Do you believe in organized religion? no
Where do you think we go when we die? I think we die, hole in the ground *shrug*
Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? nope
HUMOR
How easy is it to make you laugh? pretty easy
What person you know makes you laugh the most? Jelena, Lisa, Chris, Mok
Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? sometimes
Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? yeah
What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? at the moment? hanging, stopcock, rectify (damn you Jelena and Justan!)
What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? well, according to Iris: 'I wonder how this'd look on a foot?' about a shoe
MUSIC
Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? all the time
What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? I have an unreasonable hate towards the song Blue
What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? uhm... I don't know
What song(s) is/are constantly in your head? everything and anything!
If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? oh boy, I wouldn't do it... lol
If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? lol he already does... or else I just listen to him sing and pretend he is XD
MOVIES
What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to?: hmm... I'm pretty mainstream
Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? yup! I'm hoping I'm wrong for PotC 2
Who's your favorite Star Wars character? I wasn't a big fan of SW, but Yoda
What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? ... pirates... gay pirates XD
What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? some stupid humour, but it's growing on me
FOOD
When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? lol depends
What's your favorite kind of cheese? haha dun like cheese 'cept on pizza
What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality?: uh... I don't like cheese?
If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? heh yeah (squirrel meat!!)
Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? not really
COMPUTERS
Mac or PC? PC all the way, just cause Comm Tech macs have scarred me for life; however you have to admit the new macs are pretty
How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer, as long as it works? if it works *well* I don't care
Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? sometimes
Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? sometimes
Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? never did the bidding thing lol
THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES
Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? nope not particularily
What do you love most about the other gender? they smell good, a lot
What do you dislike most about the other gender? uhm... egos lol
What do you understand least about the other gender? well, it goes both ways, but why they'd hurt others' feelings
CELEBRITIES
Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? well it starts off like that, but I either hate the movie/show or love it
What celebrity's autograph do you want most? Michael Rosenbaum
Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? no :P
If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both)? o.O
Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? wtf?
If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? does entering their mind mean being able to control them? lol
Do you want to be them? no, but... the acting skill, the money, it'd be nice lol
NUMBERS
Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? yeah lol
Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? lol I'm such a teenager
Do you actually know your Social Security Number? o.O the card's in my wallet
Do you actually know your IP address? no
Do you know what an IP address is? yessum
Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? o.O
Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? no...
Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? it makes me think of math >_<
What do you think of pi? I only know the first three numbers lol
LOVE, SEX AND ALL THAT
Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? not yet, should I
If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? guh lol; flattered but embarressed/uncomfortable
Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? definitely getting to know them
Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? haha that's never happened before, but I suppose so
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? uhm... I never really had an issue with it?
What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? hmm... depends
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? uhm... it's never been my perception of unattractive?
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? lol I think so
Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? no
Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? there's no number
POSSESSIONS
What physical, tangible possession do you want most? money... XD
How badly do you want it? a lot
Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'?: "saw"
How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? like I said, "saw", so I don't know
HOLIDAYS
Does Christmas music too far away from Christmas annoy you? on ezrock, yes it does
How old do you think you will be before you stop liking getting older? uhm... past 30 lol
What was the best Halloween costume you ever had?: I didn't have cool Halloween costumes lol
What was the worst Halloween costume you ever had? meh
What holiday do you think has still managed to retain its original meaning? I don't think there are many; New Year's lol
There are currently no federal holidays during August- what should be put there? my birthday XD
MEMORIES
How good is your short-term memory? bad
How good is your long-term memory? bad
What is your earliest memory? ...no idea
What is your happiest memory (other than receiving this survey)? hmm... I don't know
What is your strangest memory? childhood stories?
What song, movie, etc. do you wish you could memorize? o.O
TEARS
What movie makes/made you cry? Ever After
What book makes/made you cry? a Redwall book, and King of Shadows
What song makes/made you cry? the Vitamin C graduation song (Friends Forever)
What makes/made you laugh so hard you cried? I can't remember
Would you like to be cloned? I don't know
Do you wish you could be alive when the world was ending, just to experience it? no
Scaramouche, scaramouche, will you do the fandango? why yes
THIS SURVEY
Do you think that one hundred and one questions is too long? meh; I missed a chance for a shower twice (gah! damn family)
Do you think the one hundred interesting questions actually were interesting? there was more sentence structure to them than usually, how bout that?
Are you sorry you began filling it out? naw
What question do you wish it had asked? uhm...
How would you have answered it? lol no
THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT QUESTIONS
When was the last time you let the people you love know you love them? truly? I can't remember; in my head, always
What do you want the people who are reading this survey to know? that I'm not crazy; I just talk to myself
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2. WHAT COLOUR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? pink sweatpants
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOw? Ford Focus tv commercial
4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? grapes
5. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? not anymore
6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE? purple or periwinkle
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? cloudy? clear? it's night
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Katie
9. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? Amanda rocks (even though she doesn't read my blog lol)
10. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? not too bad
11. FAVOURITE DRINK? uh... sparkling lemonade! (I haven't had it in a while)
12. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? coke and rum at the moment
13. FAVOURITE SPORT? none really
14. HAIR COLOUR? black
15. EYE COLOUR? brown
16. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? yup
17. NUMBER OF SIBLINGS? a brother
18. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE MONTH? never thought about it
19. FAVOURITE FOOD? hmm... pizza, chocolate, ice cream, soup, pocky
20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? jersey girl? how to lose a guy in 10 days
21. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR? uhm... birthday or christmas
22. WHAT DO YOU DO TO VENT ANGER? hit things, people, write
23. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD? didn't really have one
24. SUMMER OR WINTER? summer
25. HUGS OR KISSES? ^_^ both, but I love hugs from everybody
26. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate, vanilla ice cream though
27. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE/ E-MAIL BACK? uhm... blogging
28. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? n.a.
29. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? as above
30. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? uhm... with my family
31. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? teared during jersey girl...
32. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? old hedgehog slippers
33. WHO IS THE FRIEND YOU HAVE HAD THE LONGEST? hmm people from crosby
34. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? tuesday night...nothing in particular; homework
35. FAVOURITE SMELLS? lol boys
36. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? beautiful art, graphical and written
37. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? being alone, failing, heights
38. PLAIN, BUTTERED OR SALTED POPCORN? plain, salted
39. FAVOURITE CAR? aston martin
41. NUMBER OF KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? one
42. CAN YOU JUGGLE? nope
43. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK? friday, saterday
44. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? birthday party
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I've been trapped in this appartment like a -
Rat? Snake? A beady little rat snake?
Aww it's Gunn. He's still all sad.
For the rest of your life it will wake you up in the middle of the night. And it should. Because you're a good man.
Gah! It's scary Fred. Illyria... or something.
Laying their fears and worst desires out for everyone to see.
I'm a liason. I liase.
Worlds of torment and unameable beauty.
Gunn!!!!! Ahhh!!! :( :( :( Mouuueee he's ... he's gonna go... :( Fred! Gunn!! :(
We'll head up the coast, to Canada... You'll like it in Canada. Lots of deserters.
You shut yourselves inside, in rooms, in routines.
There are things worse than walls. Terrible, and beautiful. If we look at them for too long they will burn right through us. Truths we couldn't bear. Not every day.
So weak.
Yes, yes we are.
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I went shopping today and ended up buying my prom jewellery, it's turquoise and pretty and we spent so much time deciding between colours. Walked to Jelena's, didn'twatch School of Rock, and talked a lot. It was fun. And now I'm home :P
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Watched Jersey Girl yesterday, and the first episode of The O.C. The former was adorable, the latter, whoa, when do these kids go good again?
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