31.12.03
XD And also,
cool.
5:29 p.m.
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Mmm I saw Italian Job again last night, after Ice Age. It's a good movie ^_^ Makes Mini Coopers look cool. Hehe today's New Year's Eve and I'm so excited... I still have to take a shower and make my spaghetti. I did however, make a couple New Year's
icons. :) Feel free to use.
2:20 p.m.
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Damn, you win, Ice Age rocked. ^_^
12:11 a.m.
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30.12.03
Da~amn, Office 2003 is mmmmm... after working with 97 for the last few months, jeez it's gorgeous XD Almost makes we want to stick with Word... heh, we'll see. Mmm so pretty.
7:30 p.m.
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x_x All of a sudden the rest of my week has filled up... time to work on that Business presentation...
2:37 p.m.
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Mmm Cruel Intentions, such a good movie... I'm kind of doing homework, kind of procastinating again... XP I can't wait for New Year's though ^_^ Jelena's will be a blast, *and* I'm making spaghetti :)
12:58 p.m.
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29.12.03
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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8:02 p.m.
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WTF?!
6:58 p.m.
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Damn. I've been working all day, and not making a spectacular amount of progress; but I'm tired of stressing over it, I've got a week left and I'll make it. :) I watched Bulletproof Monk and Unbreakable yesterday - Unbreakable was more thought provoking than I had expected, and very sad, Bulletproof Monk was just funny, cute movie. I think I'm watching Cruel Intentions tonight; awesome movie. ^_^
6:46 p.m.
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28.12.03
Back from shopping and *tired* but I did get a new purse, a sweater, and a blouse, so, not bad. I'm trying to do my Business project, but it's coming around to being more difficult than I thought it would be. -_-;;
6:14 p.m.
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27.12.03
Mmm, back from Tremblant! *Tired* but staying up. I had an awesome time, and a vacation log of some sort will be going up as soon as I get it together. In the meantime, hope you all had an awesome Christmas, or three days of holiday wherein I was not around. ^_^
[edit:] log done :
vacation to mont tremblant
10:09 p.m.
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25.12.03
^_^ Honestly, this is my last post before I go (unless I turn on the computer tomorrow morning...) I love you all, have fun!!
12:59 a.m.
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24.12.03
"I'm not going to hit a cow," I told her.
She pouted at me. "Coward." She waited half a beat. "Just *one*?"
11:23 p.m.
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Working on that packing thing ^_^ I think I'm almost done... I'll be running around doing last minute stuff, but otherwise I'm set. In case I don't talk to you, I hope you all an awesome Christmas, and Happy Holidays! ^_^
10:54 p.m.
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I'm really not ready to leave... I don't even know what else I have to bring... :P So unprepared lol. I've got clothes, entertainment, and shoes... that's about it.
8:15 p.m.
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The second one wasn't as good as the first one. :P
5:59 p.m.
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*cry* Through fault of the dvd, or my comp, or whatever, I had to watch the intro to Infernal Affairs in mandarin without subs... mrow... only now have the subs kicked in... I wanted to hear the lines in the beginning :P
3:56 p.m.
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Just watched 15 Minutes; not a bad movie persay... not awesome either though. Meh. I've got another movie to go through, and then I've got to finish packing. I'm not ready to leave...
2:58 p.m.
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Mmm... Chirstmas Eve... brother woke up at 9 today to go down and open presents, so, very reluctantly, I went down too. Damn him and waking up so early... at least I didn't wake up at 1.30 :P In addition to the stuff my parents got me, I also got a gift certificate to Old Navy, some really cute mini photo albums and a gorgeous pastel blue scarf. It's very cute ^_^ And now it's the last day before vacation time, and I've barely started packing... I should get on that... I still need to make one more cd label and watch 15 Minutes, so I can screen that too.
[edit:]
updated
[edit:] Ah shit. I remembered that Pui sent me the Sci thing, which means I actually have to do something about it... did Katherine want to be third or last?
9:47 a.m.
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Oof, finally home from Dad's Christmas party... wasn't too bad, if a little long. We got Cadbury chocolate fingers!!!!! I haven't had those in the longest time... one of my dad's associates/clients/some other business relationship gave them to us; we also got this gorgeous basket of Godiva chocolates. Mmm good stuff. ^_^ Tomorrow's my last day here, and then I'm off to Tremblant, and hopefully a little bit of skiing, not to mention more good food and some shopping. I'm up tonight, either making one last cd label or else watching Romeo Must Die.
[edit 2.25:] brother is not watching Romeo Must Die; or else I'm fast fwd'ing past the first scene.
12:04 a.m.
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23.12.03
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Sixth Level of Hell - The City of Dis!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test
6:34 p.m.
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http://sekaiseifuku.net/chobits.html
http://images.google.ca/images?q=Chobits&svnum=10&hl=en&lr=&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&start=100&sa=N
5:44 p.m.
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no one understands the tears of gentle people
4:53 p.m.
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Eeewww... I woke up @ 1.30 today... and I was only up til 2.30. So dissapointed in myself...
1:52 p.m.
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22.12.03
Laying back in bed, Pippin plucked at her comforter, her mouth set in a worried moue.
See, someone else uses the word moue. ^_^
11:14 p.m.
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Fuck I feel like I want to throw up. I need some meds.
10:33 p.m.
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Feeling a good cocktail of sullen, self deprication and uselessness right now. -_-;; Think I'm going to be up late reading some good stuff tonight. Maybe I'll even read a real book.
6:06 p.m.
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Well... what a turn of events. I'm sorry things turned out this way. =( We were supposed to go with my dad's boss's family to vacation, but I just found out this morning that my dad's boss's mom passed away this weekend, which really sucks. :P So they're not going to come to Canada, and we've shortened our vacation to two days at Tremblant. :S These things are so unexpected. My condolences to the family...
3:08 p.m.
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I opened the Christmas present from my parents already, and it rocks ^_^ Makes mine feel slightly inadequete... but that's ok. :P
12:12 p.m.
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Because
it's gorgeous in its perfection.
11:37 a.m.
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21.12.03
http://www.sakura-crisis.net/translations/
9:31 p.m.
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it had taken every ounce of Lex's barely-there adult maturity in order not to write something out in the steam. It had taken additional energy to make sure that if he did give in, that it wouldn't be a chemical reaction, physics formula, or anything equally geeky, though Newton's Law of Cooling would be oddly applicable to a hot bathroom. -
make room . prufrock
8:07 p.m.
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I don't think I can hold my alcohol. I think that I would get very drunk very quickly. I think I would be a laughing drunk, the kind that finds everything funny and talks nonsense. I just had a very small amount of 75% alcohol rum diluted in coke and I can feel a funny sort pulsing in the back of my head. I couldn't stop smiling for a while after my first sip. I can feel it go to my head with every drink. My parents won't let me drink with friends but they will at home. I want to try vodka and Sprite next time.
[edit:] my cheeks feel very warm. I'm not sure if the alcohol's actually affecting me or if I'm just looking for signs.
7:34 p.m.
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the world was a negative exposure
4:33 p.m.
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MM's Most Wanted Girls list is more attractive than their Guys list :P And I wanna go shopping; at Yorkdale. ^_^;; Only three more days before I go away, to Mont Tremblant and Quebec City - I'm hyped, hope I can go Boxing Day shopping in Quebec though. ^_^
3:03 p.m.
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20.12.03
whisper my name against my lips
ghost your fingers across my skin
close your eyes and lean in
just don't ever let go
9:39 p.m.
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It's been a good couple days; last day of school was fun all in all, despite the durations of *pure bordom* (ie. business class); the Christmas assembly was hilarious, especially the teachers. And thank you everyone for the cards/presents again; Bryan, Celine (way to forget people), Seema and especially Andrew :P Lookin' spiffy at the mall today by the way lol. Chris M's was a lot of fun, thanks a bunch for waiting for us French test people who couldn't leave after 8th period. It was fun walking home, hehe and stalking Ken. They watched Dreamcatcher, which was creepy and bug filled so I didn't pay much attention, but I was in Chloe's pants, so it was aaaall good. XD
Went to Celine's today, her house is always so cool, and she has those amazing mini coffee cakes... mmmmm. We watched Boondock Saints, which, I have to say, is an awesome movie. The brothers are hot. XD I'm glad it ended the way it did. It's a great movie to go watch ^_^ And now I'm back home and revelling in my exam schelule, cause I've got the Friday, and then the following Thursday before a PA day free, it's like double long weekend ^_^ We've so got to do stuff during the week. I've only got one day with double exams too, though it's French and Science. No Business or Civics exam, though I've got projects in both that I should start. :S S'all good.
7:41 p.m.
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19.12.03
to read : hp :
draco trilogy,
windfallen >6,
and still; other :
between stillness and the grove,
naked empire,
paragon lost
11:55 p.m.
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18.12.03
I'm feeling kinda tired and melancholy right now, which is probably a result of my procastination of studying french, because I was all hunky dorey at school today. I was wearing new sweater, and it was so soft, mmm... English essay wasn't too bad, I used a whole freaking lot of paper, because I double spaced in an attempt to make it easier to read. History test wasn't too bad, I knew all the stuff - and we got a good mark on our project. I have my exam schedule now, and it's great cause I've got the Friday and the following Thursday before the PA day off - double long weekend! ^_^ As well, I wrapped up all my family gifts and they've now gone back to the closet. I love Christmas, it's so much fun - although I do have work to do over the holidays, which might also be part of why I'm a little bleh right now; worrying. Despite what many, many people have told me, about *not* worrying and *not* stressing. My bad; I shall try to follow some good advice. Thank you, by the way, to everybody who gave me Christmas cards and/or presents: the triplets, Joyce, Katherine, Yvonne, Kitty, Mok, Jason, Pui; the list'll continue come tomorrow. ^_^ Which, by the way, is last day! Wheeee I'm going to Chris's tomorrow night, which will be fun, although I do have a French test tomorrow that I've kind of been studying for. :P All is good.
if i didn't care would it hurt less
8:06 p.m.
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17.12.03
Da~aamn, I've got Hist. to study for, but I've got to do some recounting first, cause I went and say LotR:RotK today after school with the 12s. XD So impromtu, thanks a bunch for everybody who convinced me to go, and concented with me being there, especially Sean, who had to deal with the four of us in the back seat. I sat on the floor for a good while. ^_^;; Got to STC early and grabbed awesome seats - I had time to go out and get some lunch/dinner (for some reason I totally forgot to eat today and only found out when I got home; I also burned my tongue eating mini pizza-pops). The movie itself was awesome, all three hours, though I won't spoil it for those of you who didn't see it (and probly want to beat me for going opening night ^_^;;;) - it was great. Much gay subtext which I subjected Mok to listening to because Diana was too far away. And thanks Jay for driving me home, sorry for my crappy directions... your driving takes a bit to get used to. ^_^ And now for some mass Hist. studying... I still need to finish LotF!
9:33 p.m.
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16.12.03
the curtain's fallen and we've taken our bows
who can say if it was worth it
only we can say that it was worth it
the show's over and the theatre's dark
the crowd has left
we're left with ourselves
blood and tears and memories that fade
until we're left with nothing again
what are we left with now?
8:51 p.m.
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What a long day it's been. The holiday run's come and gone, and I'm sure it was a success. We raised over 6K and beside from some minor mishaps with prizes and such, it was an awesome event, despite the fact that I had an inopportunely timed panic attack, hyperventilation and all. Thank you Diana for the paper bag, and everybody for being there while I broke down, it meant a lot. And I'm sorry you had to deal with it, because I know other people were stressed out, I just couldn't seem to handle the rush of the day. And apologies to Tamara and Shaun who got kinda shafted :S I'm sure somehow it was a good experience, and I'll look back on if fondly. For now I'm just tired, and I have a couple tests to study for. I came home and went straight to bed until 5. However I now have 5 pages of history notes to study from, even though the test isn't until Thursday. Never hurts to be prepared... only three more days and I'll be free...
7:36 p.m.
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14.12.03
Oooi... 5 1/2 hours of shopping later, I've got all my presents done. :) And am tired... and I need a new purse, because I almost lost my mom's keys. -_-;; I bought my dad a fleece headband thing, my mom Simply White body mist from the Gap (and myself Dream ^_^;; I couldn't help it; it was all so nice), hot chocolate for my bus driver, and Chris M's b-day present, as well as a whack of christmas bags - so pretty! ^_^ I had fun. And most of my homework's done, and I'm gone for a fieldtrip tomorrow to Putting Edge! ^_^
Ah jeez it's taken me a good 2 hours to write this post; I keep forgetting it. How about I just leave it here...
9:09 p.m.
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daft like Jack
12:00 a.m.
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13.12.03
Just spend a good half hour on the
Honey website (while I should'a been doing French); we're so going to go see that. XD
6:22 p.m.
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Squeeeeee!!!! My daddy brought home the PotC DVD!!!!!!!! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ < *is glee'd* Bwehehehehehe! *grin*
5:01 p.m.
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Lisa - read
shattered, if nothing else. It'll break your heart.
1:22 p.m.
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Mmm... listening to the Real Folk Blues while I write my Business notes... I love this song. I loved Cowboy Bebop. ^_^ So sad though... ah memories. It's amazing how sound is such strong memory triggers; you hear something and you remember the last time you heard it, exactly what you were doing, how you were feeling, it brings so many memories back to the forefront - you can't help it.
11:29 a.m.
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if you want to take the world on now i will be right there beside you - bus ride . alex lloyd
12:06 a.m.
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12.12.03
to do:
history notes;
study french;
business notes
to read : sv :
memorex recs,
parhelion,
shattered,
home to roost; hp :
draco trilogy,
beneath you & windfallen >6,
v recs; other :
between stillness and the grove,
naked empire,
paragon lost
11:53 p.m.
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Ooooh weekend, I've been looking forward to you all week. Next week's going to be a bitch, but then it'll all be over, and the holidays will start. Even though I have homework over the holidays; studying, and Civics and Business projects. But it'll be ok. I hope. :) I just finished typing up all my English notes, and I'm going to move on to my Hist. ones in a bit, just taking a break for now. Life been moving *fast* and I'm glad to take a break. Am happy 'cause I went to Timothy's today and finally got that gift basket they promised me for the run. This weekend when I go shopping I will need to buy:
Chris' birthday present, Christmas bags possibly (check if have any), more stuff for my bus driver, more presents for my parents, tape, new erasers (grrrr), and possibly a new black pen, although I might just ask my dad to bring something home. My brother's done Christmas present wise, hehe, Gap sweater, and I need to remember to write that warm fuzzy. But my weekend'll be ok, I think. :)
[edit:] *damn*
this girl's amazing
8:38 p.m.
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10.12.03
Too much work mrow...
6:40 p.m.
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9.12.03
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Ooh, that was entertaining... XD Too bad I didn't have anything good to say - waste of a free audio post. ^_^;; Oh well, I *do* have math homework to do... omg today in Science I was writing the date and I was like 12.09.03... omg multiples! ^_^;;;;; I'm such a nerd - Jelena made fun of me. :P Stupid Comm Tech project I finally finished; took me so long, and only now could I start my Day 2 stuff. Bah!
6:54 p.m.
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8.12.03
Oof, I reeked of AXE today, because Andrew, Cameron, and Chris B all decided to attack me. Chris doesn't even *like* AXE, and he decided to take Nathan's and spray me. Mind, he then had to sit beside me for a whole period. Hmmph, serves him right for making me fall down. A lot. -_-; I'm only crazy in Comm Tech, I swear! And it so looks like run, from the English hall. ^_^
7:39 p.m.
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7.12.03
smile for me beautiful girl
innocence in the curve of your lips
cry for me with clear-set eyes
tears untainted with blood
they hate you
and you love them for it
horde their attention
and live by it
love them give them
everything
and watch them tear you down
9:55 p.m.
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Urrg... blogger was down this morning. When I woke up @ 9.30... mm 6 hours sleep. ^_^;; Didn't do much this morning, lazed a lot, had Krispy Kreme donuts XD and then Andrew came and picked me up for Fajita Fest which was pretty fun. The fajitas were goood although I wish I could've had more. All you can eat, pfft. Oh well, it was good fun, the chicken was good. And our cheers, ah... lol. Guys. After me, Iris and Andrew went over to Loblaws, they told me I didn't need to be there, so we went over to Hillcrest, which really has nothing good to shop there, so my parents drove us back to Markville. I picked up a Gap sweater for my brother for Christmas, a picture frame for my parents, and a santa hat for me, cause my parents threw out our old one. :\ Iris is so picky lol... then again we're all picky. ^_^ I need to go to STC next weekend, so I'll pick up the rest of my stuff for my parents/bus driver/friends then. I think I'm going to watch T2 now.
5:54 p.m.
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Urrg... my Comm Tech project really doesn't look like I put 3 hours effort into it... -_-;;; But I did. I went down to Stouffville and Hillcrest today, my mom bought this gorgeous dress that I'm *so* stealing for Semi next year. XD And then it was Doug's, where we saw SE7EN which was very cool, if confusing. And then I came home, read my french, and did my Comm Tech. Which still isn't done. I need to write the report and make the ad. *is pained*
3:02 a.m.
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6.12.03
Went shopping yesterday 'til bout 10.30, got myself a nice vest, as well as (part of) one out of the three presents I have to buy at some point this weekend. Finished my Sci notes early this morning, I'll read my french in a bit; most of this weekend will be set aside for the Comm Tech project. Going to Doug's tonight, and I think to Hillcrest earlier on. I'm sorry Andrew! We won't be going to Markville today, but maybe before/after Fajita fest?
11:10 a.m.
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5.12.03
Urrrgg... I'm oddly tired and I don't know why. I kinda wanna take a nap, but I shouldn't. My mom and I are going shopping later tonight while my brother's at badminton... hope I can stay awake enough for it.
7:19 p.m.
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to do: english ch.
68-9; history notes;
comm tech proj;
sci notes;
french resume,
ch. 6 + q's;
business reading
to read : sv :
memorex recs,
parhelion,
shattered,
home to roost; hp :
draco trilogy,
beneath you & windfallen >15,
v recs,
blood speaks; other :
between stillness and the grove,
naked empire,
paragon lost
to watch: angel, alias
5:39 p.m.
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Mmmm... weekend. I'm excited! Stay up late, do fun stuff, less stress, whee! ^_^ I came home and watched Trading Spaces today, just sat on the floor. It was nice. Ooh, and the left arm to my sweater smells strongly of AXE, as Andrew decided to douse me in it after school today. Mind, it smells good, just very potent. It's so cold in my room right now, I might start leaving my heater on through the day. There's stuff for me to do right now, but I'm feeling particularily lazy, so I'll get on it later. :)
5:05 p.m.
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4.12.03
Ooof... tired. *Still* final touching my Hist. report; was doing paperwork all afternoon. My legs are so cramped. 145 envelopes in a box is very heavy. ^_^;; I'm actually not that stressed, because I honestly don't have that much to do. The math test tomorrow I'm pretty ready for, because I have my summary sheet; the Science script has been written up, there's no French quiz and I did the homework, and there was no Business. As for day one, I've just got the Comm Tech proj, which isn't really a big deal, and the reading for English. There's the Hist. test, but that shouldn't be tooo bad. Hmm and the Sci quiz, which I'll write notes for this wknd. And I've got fun stuff planned this weekend too. As well I need to go shopping for various people. ^_^
10:38 p.m.
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3.12.03
Uuurk... work's starting to pile up again. Or rather, it's just getting tedious. And I've been feeling sickish all afternoon; better now though. Jason owes me 20$ and Diana owes me 5$. Gotta harass
Jason, or I'll never get it back *ahem*.
8:41 p.m.
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2.12.03
OMG Jay's sooo cool! *girlish giggle*
10:32 p.m.
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Aiyee I need to learn how to delegate. My hands are all cut up. :P I've got to study for Science and do a little research for Business, and also some coding. Hoping to get the coding done sometime tonight, because I'd really like to send it out. The History project isn't going to badly, the diarama's pretty much done, I just need to clean up the report.
6:39 p.m.
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1.12.03
Wow... today's kinda sucking... -_-;
7:15 p.m.
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Whoa... new hotmail interface... *back to working*
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