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30.9.03

it's funny because 'slash fiction' and 'backstreet boys fan fiction' show up in Pui's 'blogspot related searches' outputs.

Watched an ep of QaF.

Went through all my friends' blogs.

Have yet to make more progress on lead journal; I need to make a personal growth plan. Anyone want to fill me in? [edit 10.11:] made progress.

*note to self; visit freethechildren.org

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this is not a hypocritical issue, i'll critical condition your brain tissue <†p.u.s.h.†> says:

it melts a guys heart

this is not a hypocritical issue, i'll critical condition your brain tissue <†p.u.s.h.†> says:

...i cant believe i just said melt and heart in the same sentence. excuse me while i go beat myself up.

Ah Leslie, you make me laugh.

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The Basics

1. First Name: Juliana
2. Middle Name: none
3. Last Name: Y***
4. Nicknames: Juli, Jules, Mom *rolls eyes*
5. City: Markham
6. Age: 15
7. Guy or Girl: girl
8. Zodiac Sign: Leo
9. Siblings: one younger brother
10. Pet(s): none
11. Hair Colour: black/brownish red (I need to re-dye it again, says Nick)
12. Height: 5' 2 1/2" ish (short)
13. Hair length: past shoulder; a foot and a bit
14. Do you bite your nails?: eww no
15. Do you stare?: sometimes (Yvonne! lol)
16. What hand do you write with?: right
17. Do others think you're cute?: erm... yes?
18. Shoe Size: 6-7

Relationships

19. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
20. If so, what is their name?: n/a
21. Are you gay?: no

Fashion Stuff

22. Where do you shop the most?: Smart Set, UB, Costa Blanca, Jacob Annexe/Conixicon (sp?) [shop but don't buy:] Gap, Garage, Dynamite
23. Do you think your fashion is cool?: I'd like to think so...
24. Do you have any piercings?: a set of ear piercings
25. If not, what do you want pierced?: n/a but my ears again
26. Do you have a tattoo?: no

The Extra Stuff

27. Do you do drugs?: no
28. Do you drink?: no
29. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: garnier fructis
30. What sport(s) do you play?: ... < not sporty
31. What are you most scared of?: [to die] buried alive; [otherwise] public speaking and having no friends
32. If you could go anywhere, where would it be?: Europe or Japan
33. How often do you cutyour toenails?: when they need cutting
34. What are you listening to right now?: nothing
35. What time is it?: 7.17
36. Do you have your own phone line?: just a cell
37. What's the last four digits of your phone number?: 1717
38. What is in your pockets right now?: no pocket - wait that's a lie; back pocket : nothing
39. What shoes do you wear?: sneakers, boots, sandals
40. What clothes do you sleep in?: [summer:] shorts and shirt set type thing; [winter:] flannel pj pants and a t-shirt
41. What kind of car do you have?: parents have a protege and a MPV
42. Where do you want to get married?: somewhere pretty...
43. Are you in school?: nope
44. Favourite Actors/Actresses?: ^_^ Orlando Bloom, Elijah Wood, Michael Rosenbaum, Michael Vartan, Collin Ferrell / Kristin Kreuk, Kirsten Dunst, Eliza Deshku, Sarah Michelle Gellar, Alyson Hannigan
45. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?: less stressed about... everything
46. Who do you really hate?: Kenny... damn bastard
47. What are the ugliest names?: It's mean, but Markham. -_-;; Vaughn. What were they thinking?!

Favourites

48. Colour: purple
49. Number: 2
50. Song: always changing
51. Movie: toooo many (potc)
52. Candy: fuzzy peaches, coffee crisp, kitjat
53. TV show: smallville, qaf
54. Fast food restaurant: does tim hortins count? (kfc?)
55. Nail polish colour: glittery red ^_^
56. Sports team: don't follow
57. Subject in school: erm...
58. Good Number: ...2
59. Scent: guy's adidas something or other; smells so good
60. Bath or shower: shower
61. Teacher: no clue
62. Game: scrabble?
63. Food: spaghetti at the moment
64. Clothing: jeans

More Exta Stuff

65. smoke?: no
66. Drank?: yes
67. Got Drunk?: no
68. Bungee Jumped?: nope
69. Went movie hopping?: once
70. Broke the law?: quite possibly
71. Ran from the cops?: ...no
72. Tried to kill yourself?: no
73. Made yourself throw up?: no
74. Gone Skinny dipping?: no
75. Been in love?: no
76. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: not on purpose...

What Do you Think of, When you Hear these words...

77. Red: blood
78. Cow: milk
79. Pig: oink
80. Rubber: tires

Which is Worse

81. Barfing on your date or your date barfing on you? barfing on your date!
82. Having your Thonsils or your appendix removed?: what's an appendix?

Your Friends

83. Coolest: celine!
84. Weirdest: XD mok
85. Funniest: lisa, chris b
86. Smartest: pui
87. Happiest: elizabeth
88. Meanest: katherine, sorry!
89. Sweetest: elizabeth
90. Loudest: haha jason
91. Quietest: haha no one :P
92. Cutest: celine! chloe
93. Who do you go to for advice?: iris, yvonne, lisa, sometimes devin
94. Who knows all your secrets?: lisa? iris?

When You Hear this Name, You Think Of...

95. Steve: Martin...
96. Jeremy: grade older than me
97. Missy: Misty!
98. David: lead skit/business buddy
99. Ryan: Kemper
100. Matt: colphin; lui
101. Roxanne: ro~xaaanne (lisa)

Have You Ever

102. Eaten an entire pack of KD?: I had KD once; hated it < am not a fan of cheese
103. Caused a car accident?: no...
104. Seen the ocean?: atlantic

This or That

105. Night or Day?: night
106. Chocolate Chip or Mint Chip?: ewww mint
107. Ocean or Lake?: ocean; it's cleaner
108. Chocolate or vanilla?: both
109. Lion or Tiger?: tiger
110. Love or Lust?: love
111. Silver or gold?: silver
112. Pencil or Pen?: depends
113. Skirt or jeans?: jeans
114. Rose or tuliip?: rose

In the last 48 hours, have you...

115. Cried?: hmm not in the last 48
116. Bought something?: nope
117. Worn a skirt?: no
118. Gone for a walk?: not really
119. Gone for a drive?: no driving for me
120. Gone out for dinner?: no
121. Taken a test?: two!!
122. Talked to an ex?: yes
123. Missed an ex?: no (sorry... :P)
124. Watched your favourite movie?: no
125. Given someone a present?: no
126. Missed someone?: not really
127. Hugged someone?: many many someones
128. Kissed someone?: nope
129. Danced with someone?: not recently
130. Had a nightmare?: no
131. Fought with your parents?: no

The Feeling Side

132. What do you feel about the Ouija board?: haha it never works for me
133. Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes
134. Worst feeling in the world?: feeling alone
135. Best feeling in the world?: dunno
136. Are you for world peace?: haha, refer to ci
137. Are you a health freak?: nope
138. Do you have a crush on anyone?: no
139. Does that person love you in return?: n/a

The Final Questions

140. Do you like filling these out?: they're fun once in a while
141. How many people are you sending this to? blog'd
142. Who was the person who sent this to you?: mok + jason
143. What do you think of the person that sent this to you?: weird / speeds :P lol no; they're both really nice guys
144. Who will send it back?: n/a
145. How long did this take you?: 30 min

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Aah; fixed Jelena's blog, finished all my homework, aced my French test, don't know 'bout my Business test, and I only have one more journal to write! ^_^

[later:] Wow... it seriously took me like... an hour to write this post. -_-;; I kept getting distracted, and I went to eat dinner. Anyways, need to finish my journal, but otherwise I'm ok; still need to watch *two* eps of QaF though.

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29.9.03

Urrrgg... taking tiny break from massive catch-up/home- working. I seriously took 5ish minutes to eat dinner. I've been working since I came home from YB, and my eyes are so dry, because my contacts were killing me all day today. Took me 10 minutes to put them in, I was crying so much during it all. I've still got :

English - pg. 200 # 6-7 *note to self: let Iris copy
History - pg. 59-61; half > full page of notes
Civics - journal on 'First Knight'; quiz on Friday
French - study (like mad)
Business - study
LEAD - journals *still*

Again, anyone needing the core gifted notes because you were @ Bark Lake, msg me on MSN; it's just the math lesson, because Sci was worksheets and Eng. + Hist. were nothing (I'm twitching right now).

*note to self: write up yearbook announcement for Tues + Wed

[edit:] *note to self: watch QaF ep. @ 2.00 h on tape before today's ep (0.00 h)

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28.9.03

Bwah; so many people talking to me, hard to concentrate... ah man, and convo I had with Jason, ^_^. I think he said he'd put it up. Damn, school tomorrow, I've given up on working (:P) but I did study (kind of), and I've finished my homework, and done more journals than a lot of people, so whatever.

Wee! And I have a new leather chair, and it's cool, except for the fact that it's higher than I'm used to, but that's ok. And I watched an ep. of SV today; but I've already seen it before. The one with Amy; she was a dumbass. Victoria's hot though. :) And I've got a ton of stuff to do, outside of school; a custom layout, which I'm going to have to spend some non-chatting time on, gonna try and fix Jelena's blog, because it died on her, and I should start work on a new GT layout. September passed so quickly.

8:53 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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27.9.03

[22:26] o_O: i will slap
[22:26] o_O: u
[22:26] o_O: til then end sof hte earth
[22:27] Tide: lol
[22:27] Lancer: im starting to think that your keyboard is made differently from all of ours
[22:27] Lancer: like it's a trick keyboard where the keys jump around and switch places
[22:27] o_O: lo;l
[22:27] o_O: u homo
[22:27] Lancer: there it did it again!

Hahahahahahaha. ^_^

10:28 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Virus checked, nothing, so my computer's just on a fritz. -_-;; Came home from Celine's house, was soo much fun, met a bunch of new people, and some people I haven't seen in a while (ok, just Sean [sp?] but that's ok). It was a ton of fun, Celine's house is sooo cool. Mmmm and she had little mini coffee cakes, so good. We watched Equilibrium at her house, awesome movie, and her couch is just so cool, if a little uncomfortable to be sprawled on, 5 people at a time. And Bryan showed up for like, half an hour at the very end. There was so many people there, outside my normal group of friends, like Greg and his brother Chris, Sean [sp?], Chien, Micheal, Gilbert, and another guy I don't know, Lea [sp?], a girl whose name I know but I don't dare spell because I'll get it wrong, and Caitlin from my French class/lead. It was a ton of fun; we were singing to Backstreet Boys for a while. But now I have to draw my Civics 'political cartoon'.

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26.9.03

Oooh! New Street Of Dreams, but I can't read it now, I'm working on my journals. :P Later tonight, if I can stay up. Bah; my Word isn't working, stupid possible virus on my computer, so I'm using notepad. -_-;;

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I have ni~ne journals to wri~te. :P Bah. Damn actual work. I'm going over to Celine's tomorrow for her birthday party (late notice eh?) but I caught Lisa and them @ the mall on her cell, in time to tell them I was chipping in too, so yeah. I should be good. I also have a political cartoon to draw, and probably some Math homework I didn't get to know about. Pah. But you know what, I'll deal with it. I'll work some tonight, and then I'll sleep (I need to, my dad'll probly yell at me and I'm tired besides), and hopefully tomorrow I'll be a little more set into the school work type mode. ^_^;;

8:58 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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I'm ba~ack!! Clean and showered and fed and sore throated. ^_^ And *busy*. Aiya!

8:11 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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23.9.03

http://www.anime-revolution.net/

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Iye... just got off the phone with Iris... we were discussing future plans and stuff. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. Seriously. I mean, I do enjoy the arts type things, drawing, writing, but I cannot see myself doing that for a living, and anyways, I'm not that good at it. I love being on the computer, but I have no love for programming, and my graphics design/coding skills aren't brilliant; not good enough to make a living off of. I have thought briefly about being an editor, but I don't know how to get into something like that, other than work for Vox. I really do worry, a lot, about this. Christ. Secretorial work, I actually think I'd be fairly good at, just because it's deskwork; I would actually enjoy deskwork, filing. That kind of thing. However, I think I could cry, from the marks I'm getting in Business right now; I might take accounting over the summer, I want to drop all the Sciences but Physics, and take Maths all through, and French as well. I might work government, with that French, I'd love to travel, but I really don't know. And it terrifies me. I'm just so scared I'll get out there, and become a failure, because I really, I'm just a nerd. I work hard and I do well in school, mostly, but it's none of it practical. I'm so scared.

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I can't win. I go in, to do my Sci "quest" after school, and it's like, 15 questions, so I decide, if I rush through this, I'll still be able to catch my bus! I run out @ like, 3.05, and all the buses have pulled out. -_-;; So I rushed through it, probably screwing 1/3 of it up, and *still* missed my bus. Arrrrrrg. Die. -_-;;;
But anyways, I'm gone for the next three days, on my lead retreat to the middle of nowhere, but it should be pretty cool. Still don't know who I'm rooming with, but that's ok.
And btw, I am linking darling Greg's blog, which is very cool. :)

5:02 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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22.9.03

Iya have been working all afternoon... need to go offline to study; shouldn't have come online in the first place... I'm breaking my habituals. -_-;;

8:41 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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21.9.03

Damn, I had an urge to read Corner Of The World all over again. It's so long.

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Went out to dimsum with my parents, and then to the mall, where I tried on a pair of pants and a miniskirt, neither of which I bought. :( Came home, printed out various sheets of hw, watched Jitters (mmm Lex-y goodness; he's not as brave in the show as in the fandom ^_^;;), and have since been studying for Science "quiz" *test*, which is apparently not tomorrow, but Tuesday @ lunch. Paah. So much memorization; and it's all forced short term I'll forget within a week, so I would've rathered the test tomorrow, because it means I'll be studying all over again Monday night. Still don't know when my business test will be, which worries me. Pah.

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20.9.03

if you could see anything, what would you do?
learn to close my eyes

10:09 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Oi, Christopher or Lisa, you guys have to tape the Smallville premiere for me!! It's not premiering until the 7th on City, but some of the other channels are. *cries* Please tape for me?

Tuesday, September 30, 2003
7:00PM 222 ASN Smallville - Exile
8:00PM 7 CITY Smallville - Calling
11:00PM 230 CKVU Smallville - Exile

Wednesday, October 01, 2003
8:00PM 91 WNYO Smallville - Exile
8:00PM 209 WPIX Smallville - Exile
11:00PM 210 KTLA Smallville - Exile

Exile is the new episode.

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Iya... I don't know how long it's been, but I've finally finished Kenshin. Bwa! The ending was so resolving. Now all I have left is ... 21 hours of Smallville... *sweatdrop*

5:25 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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to read : hives, lasha lee's arc, type k, naked empire, between the stillness and the grove

You know what? You do *not* cross-over Harry Potter. If I ever read an HP crossover fic, kill me swiftly. HP was never meant to be cross'overed, except as parody (see silvia kundera's 'cause everybody wants). It is just not to done. HP/BtVS is so disturbing to me. Will not think it; it is not done! HP is too vast a world of it's own, you *cannot* logically crossfic something like that. Although, on this line of thought, I've never an HP movie/book fusion, which is interesting. Seems that only anime does fusions. But I don't *understand* why people write HP/BtVS.

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19.9.03

Fu~uck. PSP 7 isn't working, PSP 8 crashes after I've been lining for a while... dammit. I don't understand.

[edit:] and my second last Kenshin disc won't play on the computer. I need to kill things.

the truth will always out itself

9:29 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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RAINBOW!! Outside!!!!! ^_^

7:13 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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I am seriously going to cry. PSP 8 has no bezier line tool. Yes. Exactly. I'm going to go re-install 7 now. I'm manically depressed.

4:42 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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http://www.cic.gc.ca/english/department/
http://www.theshipslist.com/Forms/Canreport1900.html

2:52 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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It's been raining on and off, hard all day; I woke up @ 9 this morning and went downstairs and watched some Kenshin, before my brother came down, and then I left and watched some more in my room. Only two discs left! And then I can start on Smallville! Wee! The rain always makes me feel kinda tired; I love storms at night, but in the day, when the sky's all grey and murky, it just makes me want to crawl in bed and take a nap (which I sort of did). I'm wearing pants now, because I was cold (my mom kept asking if I was sick), and they're so soft and comfy. ^_^

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Watched my QaF tape finally, going to sleep now.

2:14 a.m. // this is my reality \\

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I've been working on and off on this for a while, and while it's nothing like Hui's, I'm still happy with it. Not my drawing, Joyce did it for Mok, but it's so cool, I couldn't help it. Just really wanted to play 'round with it. And now it's done!

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18.9.03

cross my heart, we said
(cross my heart, I'll be)

we got it all
and we were fools to let it go
cause I need you more and more
cause you're my life, and I live
for your love that you give
and although my journey's long
I'll soon be home

it's gonna be so hard on my own
but I won't be alone

cross my heart and tell no lies
no one's leaving you behind
just because we said goodbye, baby
cross my heart I do believe
in my heart and in my dreams
I'll be taking you with me, baby

sometimes I think
that I can feel you breathing on me
you're there so deep, inside
and I like what I feel
though it's not always real
it helps me carry on
until I come home

it's gonna be so hard on my own
but I won't be alone

cross my heart and tell no lies
no one's leaving you behind
just because we said goodbye, baby
cross my heart I do believe
in my heart and in my dreams
I'll be taking you with me, baby

dream it dream it dream it dream it
please believe believe believe it

(whatever I say)

cross my heart and tell no lies
no one's leaving you behind
just because we said goodbye, baby
cross my heart I do believe
in my heart and in my dreams
I'll be taking you with me, baby

cross my heart - s club 7

(^_^;;; I was listening to it and decided to type out the lyrics)

8:14 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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However, if you pass out, call me immediately. Am I the only one who finds fault in this?

6:53 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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You know what's not cool? The fact that my dad has to drive up to Montreal tonight for business, what with Hurricane Isabelle coming down on us. I mean, he's leaving at 8pm, which means he won't arrive til 2am. :\

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Came home at 3.30, have been doing hw since 4 probably. Two good hours, and most of my straightforward stuff is done; just need to finish writing my History diary, and draw a political cartoon for Civics. I think people are still at school for movie night/home opener and stuff. I'm in some kinda shit, because half my courses are planning tests/quizes during my lead retreat (which is taking me out of school for three days). It's such a bitch; I've got a Sci test, a Business test, and then a French quiz and a Comm Tech quiz. I need to remember to tell all my teachers I'll be away. Monday and Tuesday I'll do it. Bah. For now I'll relax a bit, re-print out my History outlines and maybe write a bit more. The Civics thing isn't due til nxt, nxt week, which is great.

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17.9.03

Hmm... school today was long and upsetting (damn Business), and then there was the YB info meeting (never do tutorials again), and then we (Iris, Yv, Diana) went to the mall, before bussing (seriously, my first time in YR) back to school and going for the awards ceremony. And now I'm home, and totally doing no hw because there's a PA Day on Friday.

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16.9.03

to read : hives, lasha lee's arc, type k, naked empire, between the stillness and the grove, how it's gonna be, when love comes to town

8:49 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Got home about half an hour ago, for once, no afterschool stuff; I have history homework, and I need to code Jelena's layout, as well as shade a picture I've been colouring. Arrg, I don't want to do the history. :P Pooo, I hate creative writing in history.

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15.9.03

YB meeting today, and I baked cookies, and people liked them. ^_^ Makes me happy. Picture day today as well, fools only take one photo! What happened to taking two and getting to choose! :P Had a math quiz today, I think I screwed it up. :(

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14.9.03

http://individual.utoronto.ca/kepelus/rurouniuno/ditzyslut.jpg

6:27 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Woke up @ 11.30 after going to sleep @ 3 last night, had breakfast, went to the mall, came back an hour later with no free sample, but a new bottle of make-up remover. Had leftovers for lunch (mmmm spaghetti) and then was baking until 3.00 wherein I went to take a shower, and now I'm working on my business.

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Urrg only have a bit of hw left to do, but that's not what I've been working on all night. ^_^;; I've been cg'ing a picture, not my own, but it's really nice, so I'm trying to put some real effort into it. Hopefully it'll turn out well.

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13.9.03

Woke up @ 7.30 lay in bed til 8 went out for a run, shower, working til 11.00 went out for dimsum went to triplets house 1-4 watched from hell came home working since.

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12.9.03

i was just thinking that the ability to chug drinks must say something about your ability to swallow instead of spit

Bwhahahah.

7:16 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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to read : hives, lasha lee's arc, type k, cold, naked empire, between the stillness and the grove, how it's gonna be, when love comes to town, S/D

5:53 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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GT layout all done and up, I like this layout, it's cool. And (thank god) my PSP is somehow working right now, so the splash was made there (still lazy and crappy but that's alright). Don't know how long that's gonna last, but hopefully until I can get PSP 8 to install.

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Bwahahahahah!!! Weekend! So glad; I'm being bad and slacking off today, but I usually did that, so meh. Just chatting and checking emails today, will try to get the second half of my to-do list done today so I can do hw the other two days. I have no new homework, which is great. YB distribution was last day today, *sniff*, no more having a place to be and things to do at lunch lol. I fell on Bryan today, it was funny, looked a lot worse than it actually was. He was sitting on the floor and I had gotten up to leave, but he wanted a hug, so I bent over with my backpack on and kinda fell with my knees on his thighs. ^_^;; It was interesting.

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11.9.03

to do list:
finish Business visual display
do Comm Tech. proj.
finish Civics writing assignment
revise English paragraph
finish Business report
study for French
finish Business log

watch Kenshin watch more Kenshin
make enter image + code GT
talk to Jelena about layout
revise Candace's custom layout
work on pr.net layout

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Well, September 11th... I've not much to say about it that hasn't already been said, and the day means so much to so many people, I can only wish them well-being and solace.

It's really hot these days in the afternoon. I've got three projects to do this weekend. Soo much work, and I shouldn't slack off, but I really don't want to start the Comm Tech. Everything else, I have started. This weekend will be dedicated to getting *everything* done. Homework, Kenshin, coding, extra curric. and anything else. Did get to watch my QaF tape today though, and have built my Business visual display, just need to put stuff on it. So, work work work, and no play for me.

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10.9.03

Whoa.... ok, internet goes down for an afternoon/day and there are changes to Blogger? Anyways, post from earlier today:
My internet's down at the moment, and I'm procastinating my english homework. Had yb this afternoon again, clean-up and a lot of talk from Mrs. More, about being diverse and acceptive in yb. :S I understand her viewpoint, but I also wish we could pick and choose for skill; I really want the yb to look good this year, and despite all she said about delegation, I can see myself reviewing pgs and being dicatory. I actually may still need to design a template for events layout. Anyways, also did yb distribution again today, and am getting signage on my yb, but am totally not done. As a note, if you want a good msg from me, do not ask while I'm working, or I will give you a load of crap. Give me time to formulate a good response, oui? Now, I guess I should get back go Eng. Bleh, so much hw, and no 'net. Maybe I'll watch my tape.

They (Mok, Diana, Kitty, Zara) keep trying to convince me to go to semi... I want to go, but... 40$!! So expensive... Would be cool though. Poo... damn them.

And more poo. I can't get PSP8 to install. *cry* Dammit, and no net means no asking for tech help! Boo...

And that was my day afterschool; watched 6FU and am half way through QAF, but parents keep coming in. Still need to ask Mok about PSP8. Baaah.

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9.9.03

Bwahahahah! MSN webcam chats so amusing. I've been going on with Lisa and Mok for like, 2 hours now. XD Tried the audio, but with Dennis only he could hear me, I couldn't him, and me and Mok couldn't hear each other at all. :P Oh well, this is amusing.

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8.9.03

Just finished my homework and am finally able to play online. Had yearbook meeting today, cleanup mostly, have my new yearbook, had to pay for it. 35 $ is a bitch, why doesn't yb members get discount? :P But it's all nice and shiny, so whatever. Need to get signatures soon, but am kind of hesitant to have people touch it as the cover holds fingerprints horribly. :( I've got smily faces drawn all over my hands, neck/collar and legs btw, because I attempted to draw on Diana, and she pretty much attacked me. I've got one done in blue eyeliner. It's very dark. ^_^;; It was during lunch today, while we were distributing yearbooks. Last year was better, on the stage. This year we're in a corner. In the blue zone. It's cramped and just mostly not cool. Blah. I'm to do it tomorrow and Wedensday as well.

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7.9.03

Just a little more commentary on the workshop, York U is really a very cool campus. Very pretty, even if the campus caf and Tim Hortins weren't open today *grr* and we had to walk to the nearby plaza type thing. The Great Canadian Bagel has good bagels. ^_^ The building we were in this morning was like, a tech building, and seriously, the entire thing was filled with computer labs. It was super cool. University = very cool. Mind, the chairs in the lecture hall were really quite annoying, but the technology's nice. Beats the hell of out our school.

As for the people, there was the cute guy from St. Micheals, and that guy from Vaughn Road, and of course our girls (:\) But that's pretty much it.

[edit:] It's 10.06 and Mok said he'd be back at 10'ish, and I really want to get some sleep very soon, but he wanted to say goodnight, so I'll wait for a little longer. Might go downstairs, grab my cell, set it on vibrate, and make him call that.

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Feeling a lot better today, woke up @ 6.30 ish to finish some homework, now I only have to read this chapter for business, which I'll do later tonight. YB camp was alright today, more interesting cause we got to work with PageMaker and YearTech. There was one presentation (on Adobe InDesign) which was really funny.
I'm gonna make you so happy - wait! Not like that! I'm a catholic school teacher! Not like *that*!

Yeah, that was so funny. And the guy from Vaughn Road, heheh. I love our yearbook actually, looks *so* nice. ^_^ But now I'm back home, with some stress about my custom layout, and urg.

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6.9.03

I feel si~ick... :( I've a sore throat, woke up this morning like, 45 minutes early, feeling horrible and going down for some medicine relief, and then about an hour later I was off to YB camp. Wasn't bad, I'm hoping tomorrow on the computers will be better. There's more to tell, 'specially about the whole... complications thing, but I really want to get some rest right now, so I might be on later. Dammit there goes my weekend shot. Just hope I don't get any worse.

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5.9.03

who the hell knows anymore says:

damnation...my little juliana....growing up so fast

*rolls eyes* Haven't talked to Leslie in forever, and this is what he has to say?

10:27 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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to read : how it's gonna be, when love comes to town

9:19 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Past

Ehwaz - Abrupt changes, moving into new home and environment, travel, swift change in situation.

Present

Lagaz - Intuition, imagination, success in studies, creativity, vitality and passion (especially for women).

Future

Tir - Victory, leadership, success over other competitors, increase in finances, virility and passion (especially for men).

Cast the runes here:
Rune Caster

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Iye... I've been working on homework all afternoon. Yes, on a Friday, because I have workshop this weekend, and wanted to get it all done today. I've just Business and a bit of Comm Tech left, but I've also got a splash page/image to make (LISA! PSP!!!) and a new custom to start on. Iye... I can do on 6 hours' sleep right?(Not even time for Kenshin... grrr...)

8:40 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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4.9.03

to read : how it's gonna be(I'm a whore for anything she writes)

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1. What do you call a handcuffed man?
Trustworthy.
2. What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name?
You didn't hold the pillow down long enough.
3. Why do only 10% of men make it to heaven?
Because if they all went, it would be Hell.
4. Why do men like smart women?
Opposites attract.
5. How are husbands like lawn mowers?
They're hard to get started, they emit noxious odors, and half the time they don't work.
6. How do men define a "50/50" relationship?
We cook-they eat; we clean-they dirty; we iron-they wrinkle.
7. How do men exercise on the beach?
By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a bikini.
8. How do you get a man to stop biting his nails?
Make him wear shoes.
9. How does a man show he's planning for the future?
He buys two cases of beer instead of one.
10. How many men does it take to screw in a light bulb?
ONE .........He just holds it up there and waits for the world to revolve around him.
11. What did God say after creating man?
I can do so much better.
12. What's a man's idea of honesty in a relationship?
Telling you his real name.
13. What's the best way to force a man to do sit ups?
Put the remote control between his toes.
14. What's the smartest thing a man can say?
"My wife says..."
15. Why are all dumb blonde jokes one-liners?
So men can understand them.
16. Why did God create man before woman?
Because you're always supposed to have a rough draft before creating your masterpiece.
17. Why do female black widow spiders kill the males after mating?
To stop the snoring before it starts.
18. Why do jocks play on artificial turf?
To keep them from grazing.
19. Why do men need instant replay on TV sports?
Because after 30 seconds they forget what happened.
20. Why does it take 100 million sperm to fertilize one egg?
Because not one will stop and ask for directions.
21. Why is psychoanalysis a lot quicker for men than for women?
When it's time to go back to his childhood, he's already there.

Got that in my email today, so funny. XD Today's YB meeting was a bust, cause Ms. Moore forgot about us; we waited around til 4.30 and then all left. Mind, I had a LEAD meeting today anyways, after school, so, whatever. We got some sort of stuff done, yb dist. sign-up, more info swap, watching Mok struggle with his fingers locked in his combo lock. XD Today itself wasn't too bad, grade assembly kind of boring, Comm Tech was fiddling around with the camera, lunch was that episode at accounting... urg. And then civics, which wasn't actually that bad; I found it amusing.

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3.9.03

Finally finished that custom layout, looks alright I suppose.

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Need to make an icon that says lucky duck. ^_^;; And I need to code September's GT layout; I've finished my minimal homework for today, but I do have a project due in Business for the 15th. It shouldn't be too difficult. Basically my day consisted of this:

Science (with Ms. Webb, same old, same old, hard work, but it's alright)
Math (new teacher's alright I suppose; we're stuck in alphabetical order though :P)
Lunch
French (new teacher's pretty nice, but wth no writing assignments done at home?!)
Intro To Business (urrg... I hope it won't be too bad)

And I need to get my YB workshop stuff from Iris. As well, I think I can finally get to coding that custom layout. Whee. :P PSP's no good to me now, so I'll see if I can get it done through PS.

5:40 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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2.9.03

GT - Michelle Branch; code September [http://www.aurabuster.net/ex/]

10:07 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Awwww! QaF!!! ^_^ I'm happy.

9:03 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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find your queer
as folk personality!

8:53 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Keepin' em!

6:02 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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First day, not bad. Bus comes early, but my driver's willing to pick me up [and drop me off] at the door, so it's all good. David's on my bus. Had english (nice lady), history (he's cool, reminds me of mr. christoff), comm tech (seems not bad so far, but the macs ... :P), lunch (too late!), and civics (soo boring) today. Not a bad day all in all. Damn, tomorrow my classes are first hall, upstairs (above third hall), lunch, first hall and upstairs again. Gonna be hell running around the school. Da~amn. But all in all, s'good. I'm out soon to go back to my optometrist, hopefully I can keep my contacts cause I'm happy with them. The day was good with them in, which I'm so glad of; no horrible drying out of eyes. Whee!

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1.9.03

Went to Jon's house, hung out, played some DDR, watched some 'The Last Unicorn' and it's school tomorrow! Aaarg. Need to sleep early tonight cause I'm up at fucking 6.00. *sigh* Fooey. I'm pretty much packed up, I think. Need to throw my contacts stuff into my bag tomorrow but other than that I'm set I believe.

Made two new icons, what with school and all.

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Urrg... went to sleep at one last night, woke up at 8.30 to go running. I don't know how I'm going to run once school starts. After school hopefully; I get home 3.30 ish so take an hour out and I can get on homework @ 4.30. :P I'll have to do Mondays Tuesdays Fridays now, with YB and all that. Blah.

1:10 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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