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30.6.03

Ah, excellent, have updated CI with that image, the old Celine one, and 'An Edge Like Pain' as well. There's still the portfolio stuff; but I want to take some time and figure out how I'm displaying 'em. Also want to finish that other image. But not tonight.

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Canadian Pride. Because when it comes down to it, I love being Canadian.

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cause you hate her and you love her and you can't live without her
why didn't anyone one tell me that love was this hard

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OLP special was entirely too short. Am now working on a Canada Day pic; because I was inspired.

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Wheee! Watching OLP live on City. *grin* And damn, Raine *is* hot, when angsty.

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we can only call them mistakes when they fail
when do things get simple again

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Finally, and with much tweaking, that custom layout of mine is done. Blah. :P

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nothing is as beautiful when it's yours

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to re-read : a scrap of humanity and it's sequel the metamorphosis of narcissus, love ridden

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Oh. Remembered just now. That watch, that I've destroyed two of and had to get a third? It dropped onto the bathroom floor tile. Yes. The glass died. -_-;; That watch and me.... bad karma. I've cleaned out the glass and put a plastic thing overtop it; only going to wear it if I need to be more classy; because damn.

Ran this morning, took a shower, am feeling all nice and clean and my hair smells good. Tomorrow's Canada; I gotz plans. It'll be fun.

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Eck, why am I still up?

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Lisa : Whee! CN Anime! And MT's Fred Gallagher apparently. ^_^

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29.6.03

Phew. It's been a busy weekend... sort of. ^_^;; I meant to get this up yesterday, but was watching 'Count of Monte Cristo' that night, and was too lazy to get online, so, yesterday's post first, then today's :

Was out pretty much all today; checking out the new developments again (got some cool Gucci Envy perfume samples) and then downtown to a Jays game, part of our celebrate T.O. package. Not a big fan of baseball myself, I spent about as much time watching the game as the hotties in the seats in front of me. Yum; three guys, one girl, but I wasn't really paying attention to the couple (although they were both cute), cause damn, the other two were hot. Good looks, great style, and the one guy made long hair look goood (collar length, messy, layered). And damn, if they aren't fucking, they should be. XD Mmm... I mean, they go missing for an entire inning, and then come back looking disoriented. *grin* Very sexy people. They do make'em fine in Toronto.

So that was my Saturday; went to dinner after that, dumplings and stuff. Very yummy. And like I said, we had rented 'Count of Monte Cristo' that morning, so we watched it. Awesome movie.

And so, I kind of lied about my weekend being busy, because Saturday was about the end of said busyness. I spent all of today playing 'Legend Of Zelda:The Wind Waker'. ^_^;; And I mean, all day, from about 9.00 in the morning til 8.00 at night-ish, with a break for lunch. And after dinner, we watched Spiderman; I've seen it, but my dad hasn't, so we rented it to watch again. Good movie, that. And now here I am, catching up on all my email and site stuff; need to work on that custom layout I do. :P The stuff I had in mind might not work; so we'll have to see. Bleh.

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28.6.03

Wow, arconymfinder.com's good yo. Fanfiction terms like PWP, and even more amusing, yaoi can be found. It's so amusing.

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27.6.03

because she knows how to speak without saying the words too
near thrumming with anger

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to get yvonne for her birthday : bikinis and pretty underwear

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Ah fuck. Fuckfuckfuck. I am sorry, even if he doesn't want to hear it. I hate hurting my friends. I'm such a dumbass.

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to do : re-read affinity uncertain

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Ah, an hour later, we have plans to go see Charlie's Angels II on Tuesday, and then watch fireworks after for Canada Day. :P So much hassle.

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You are Peace
You are Peace.
You are at peace with your self and the world
around you. You have balance in your life and
exude tranquility from every pore of your body.
People are constantly asking you "what is
your secret?"


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Mm, have eaten. And been reminded of yesterday's forray into the mall. Was interesting in the least, and rewarding, as I got to point, squee and say I want! to all of you who're buying me *things*. ^_^ But yes, was terribly hot, walking to the triplets' house :P Although the singing was fun; Jon Lam is always good company. And now I feel that I should get back into writing, but I'll do my webcomic/lj check first.

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They always come in the shower, these short little things. Line and scenes and I can see it all in my head, with an emotion that's not quite fiction.

Friday, and I'm feeling the need to be accomplished. Will work in WiP's, and colour that image. Ran this morning too. But first, lunch, because I'm hungry and creatively drained.

HASH(0x84ed1b4)
Helen


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an edge like pain

Footsteps against asphalt, and he clutched his hands angrily.
'I told you, don't-'
'And I'm telling you, don't.' A sharp command belying a softer countenance, and he suddenly felt more tired than ever before.
'What are you doing?' he asked without turning around.
'Why does he ask, knowing the answer?' she retorted.
He exhaled sharply, walking closer to the edge. 'I don't need this,' he proclaimed to the air.
She never moved, but her voice carried across their distance. 'Would you have them watch you die?'

'Get away from me,' he shouts at the crowd, eyes blazing. He backs away, each footfall loud to his ears as he traverses across the gravelled roof.
'Please, don't do this,' a distraught voice cries; he can't recognise it. All the familiar faces blur as he takes his steps towards the edge, and he wishes they would all go away.
A man steps out from the rest, and he hesitates. 'Think about what you're doing boy,' he calls, the words ripped away by the winds.
'No, don't. Don't come any closer.' His request ignored as the man strides across the roof, a hand extended.
'You don't want to do this. Just come back,' the man says gently.
He feels cold and trapped, backing away from the words. 'Don't,' he restates, but his voice wavers and is ignored. He can see the crowd behind the man, all held agape, and he looks behind him to a sky that is grey and uninviting.
'Don't,' he says again, with newfound resolution. He has reached the edge. Giving the man one last, hard look, he jumps.

He can here the cries above him as he lands with a thud on a lowered platform of the roof. The hands bracing his fall sting against the pavement, and he clings to the pain as he looks up above him, watching as the shocked face peers down, eyes wide. He doesn't say a word, but his eyes hold a resolute warning, and the man stands away, back stiff as he walks back to the crowd and out of view.
There would be no more platforms beneath him.


'Would you have them watch you die?'
He turned to her abruptly and his voice was harsh. 'It is their choice.'
'No.' She stared at him, hard truth in her eyes. 'It is yours.'
He said nothing, standing under her gaze. 'You don't understand,' he pronounced softly, turning his back on her and raising his head to the stormy sky. He listened with half an ear as she came closer, but did nothing.
'Don't do this,' she said softly, and she was standing too close, but he didn't move away.
'You have no right,' he breathed out.
'I'm asking you despite.'
He clutched his arms, shuddering; against the winds and the circumstances. 'I hate this. I hate you,' he added fervently.
'I apologise.' A tentative touch against his upper arm, and he sighed.
They were silent for a time. 'You had no right,' he told her as her hand tightened against his arm, a solid, grounding weight.
'Nor did you, to leave us.' She lay her forehead against his back, quiet, and they stood against the darkened sky, waiting for the rain.

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Hhm, brilliant. New layout. What I had been *planning* on doing, before those images took on a mind of their own and decided to be a wallpaper instead. The layout's pretty; and simple. Tables and the like. And I like that font in a large size - papyrus. Only problem I have is that, being an idiot, I didn't bookmark the movabletype link that allows me to edit wwfr updates. So I'll have to wait for tomorrow to officially update. However, I have done two layouts for the custom order, will send them images soon and see which one they want.

[edit] Ah, nevermind; found it. Internet history is a wonderful thing.

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26.6.03

http://www.livejournal.com/users/larks/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/ashkitty/

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open your heart - it might just open your eyes
their love is so breathlessdesperate
stand too close
i want to destroy something beautiful

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i hear it's violent with strong homoerotic subtext - will & grace

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Just made new wallpaper, very sexy - Pirates of the Caribbean cast : what price will you pay? Slash subtext, yes, because I can't get away from it. Or rather, I couldn't get Keira Knightly out of the picture without it looking terribly bad. So this is what I've come up with. BTW, bottom image of Knightly doesn't show once you have your toolbar up; but that's ok. Depp and Bloom make up for it entirely. Oh, interesting note, their characters's names are Jack and Will. XD

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GT - http://www.aurabuster.net/ex/

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Just testing out BlogThis!

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http://www.riddikulus.org/authors/fyre/CL11.html

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Well, new blogger is up; pretty cool looking. And here's yesterday's post.

You are: Duncan Coutts!
Duncan: You're the bassist of the band, kind of
quiet and in the background. You're the shyest
member of the band, but once you get talking,
you can get funny. :)


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Aaarg. Blogger's down for the switch, so I'm doin' the txt file thing again. But today's a good day, so I don't really mind. Ran this morning, it's soo hot out there; then went and checked out the new developments - the Rogers Video's open now, looking very cool. Went shopping with my mum for about four hours; was a ton of fun. Bought lots of things; capris (which I've been wanting forever) from Urban Behaviour (all their capris are on sale; it's great), that halter top I've been pining for from Jacob Annexe, and ankle socks from Thriftys/Bluenotes. V. cute, blue with pompoms. Ahh, I'm so girly. Also, my mom bought capris from UB too, and a skirt, both of which I can fit into, so it's like *I* got more clothes, but without the guilt. *grin* Now all I want are flipflops, and high sandals, like the really cute ones from Payless. We tried a lot've them on. So you know, good day. ^_^

Blogger still down. Am upset. -_-;;

this is a dangerous liason... and it all amounts to nothing in the end [can't remember what this song is, but it's cool; possibly snow or wave]

This is hilariously funny. *grin*
Recalled something about son being jealous of boy’s technique with broomstick and something about boy always catching gold balls. Was distracted. Must listen more carefully next time.

And blogger is still not working. Am bitching. However, have finished a GT layout, and am working on a Semblance one, so, at least am being productive.

Have finished new Semblance layout; coding and all. However, too early to change layout, as have just recently changed. Perhaps shall wait until end of season/start of school. New layout v. cool; long tables style instead of frames. I like frames however.

Back later today my ass.

http://www.riddikulus.org/authors/fyre/CL10.html [/yesterday's post]

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24.6.03

In these moments, wars are lost and won, history made. The choices we make force us to consider the righteousness of our actions; the past has gone and the future never quite arrives. In the now, we find out who we are.
Somewhere between now and what is to come, lies a moment. In that moment, all deals are off, all bets reneged, all promises broken and all things possible.
- [into the woods summary quotes]

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GT - http://www.taty-tatu.net/

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*bangs head into wall repeatedly* The actor they have slated to play Sirius [Gary Oldman] is so... OLD!! *cry* And scraggly looking. Why?! Why goddamnit?! You've already killed him off, why must you make it worse?!
At least David Thewlis [who is slated to play Remus] is somewhat attractive.

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...am depressed... into the woods... so sad...

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Bwahahaha! I didn't know that there were *new* parts of 'Seamus is Seamus'! *grin* Eeexcellent.

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23.6.03

http://duowolf.crosswinds.net/fanfic/rainshad/rainshad.html

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Mmm, cg'ing right now. Finished a pic, working on another one. New presentation style for me, been planning it a bit; like it a lot. ^_^

[edit: 9.44] Just finished the second one. Not as good; mostly because the image wasn't as well set up for it; and the paper didn't have quite as interesting a colour to pull from it. But, not bad, all in all. I like the finished image itself.

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Not a fan of the Draco/Ginny pairing at all, but this is cute:
"Well," Draco said, "is this the way you spend my money?"
"No," Ginny replied, slowly turning to show off her gown. "This is the way I spend my other wealthy boyfriend's money. I'm going to use your money to run away to Singapore."
[eight ways from sunday]

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I love Rhysenn. ^_^ And I agree with her on almost all of her slashy notes. *grin* Sirius/Remus is *so* Canon. *grin* And I want Maurader slash too. 'Gain with that fic bunny. *grin*

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ante up
google search

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Mm, finished 'Friendship, Loyalty, and Love', at least to it's last chapter. Over the summer I need to read the whole of 'Into The Woods'.

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22.6.03

I'm starting to have trouble dicerning whether it's fact of fiction, having read OotP and so much fanfiction back to back. :P

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Raine's so angsty. And I'm watchin' the MMVA with only my bedside light on, cause my dad thinks my overhead light gives off too much head, and - HEAT, I meant heat -_-;; - anyways, my room's already overheating, so seeing by computer and tv glow.

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Mmm, OLP performance @ MMVA. Sexy. ^_^

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"and, yes, SIRIUS/REMUS IS THE CANONEST CANON THAT EVER CANONED DOWN CANON STREET." a quote off a quote, from this lj.

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o.O I never realised that Erised [reference mirror of erised] was backwards of Desire. :P

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Hmm, I s'pose I should work on cg'ing some time huh?

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seamus is seamus and you are yourself
google search
miss cora [friendship, loyalty and love]

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Aha! Found it! Playing The Game, Living The Lie it is. *grin*

"But I have no life, and neither do you. Therefore I must live through someone else’s.”

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Hmm, I know I read a Draco/Harry story somewhere that had smigdens of Sirius/Lupin; I'm off to go find it. But in the meanwhile, I've got a new desktop up, genuinely slashy, H/D stuff. I can't wait 'til the third movie comes out; pictures of Sirius & Lupin; yum yum. ^_^

I've also got something of a plot bunny going on in my head, a Mauraders story, James/Sirius, Sirius/Lupin sort of deal, wherein James and Sirius have a sort of friends with benefits type thing going on, while Sirius pines for Lupin and so forth, and James tells him to go for it. ^_^;;; I've had it rolling 'round in my head, but I don't have the skill to write it. Part of the hard part of writing fanfiction is staying in character; and I can't. :P

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http://ailei.bacchae.org/hpfic.htm
http://www.behindthemasks.com/dawnatello/harrypotter/
http://muses.exitseraphim.org/hpfics.html

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21.6.03

Oh, I've just finished reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Oh, oh dear. Well, it was a wonderful book, but...

***massive spoiler alert***
Why'd she have to kill off Sirius?! Oh dear, if I had been another more minor character, I would've been ok, but, Sirius! He's about as important to me as he was to Harry. Oh jesus, I could've cried. I thought it would have been Mad-Eye, or I was even afraid it was Hermione, but Sirius?! He's only just started to become important to the plot, and Rowling goes and kills him off!!! I feel the incredible need to go find some Lupin/Sirius slash right now; I refuse to lose his character; even if it'll have to only be in slash that he's available. Oh, dear indeed.

But other than that, the book was wonderful on a whole. Lots of development, the series is taking a darker spin. It's very good, the plot twist this book took has never been explored in fanfics, as I know, so it was nice and new. There were several ideas that have already popped up in fanfiction however, it's reminent of lanning cook's smallville series, and how it coincided with the tv series. And I love how the characters have been developing. I for one, love this take on Ginny, very fanfic'ish of her, she's incredibly mature. The changes in Harry are interesting, it's very relate-able - teenage angst and all. And the stress between the three is quite interesting as well. But if only.... oh dear. :P Anyways, while reading the book, I've also been picking up as much subtext slash as possible, and writing them down. ^_^;; Cause I am a slashaholic. Here they are then :

who's Cedric - your boyfriend? [Dudley to Harry; I love how JKR/England is so much more open about homosexuality, if only they'll take it out of a joking context now (they'll be announcing their engagement anytime now [Ron about Percy and Mr. Crouch]), and put it into practice]
Sirius and Lupin had given Harry a set of excellent books... [heh, giving Christmas presents as a couple... oh, you may think I'm stretching here but... I mean, Lupin is the only one that actually *lives* with Sirius - they tell that to you right in the book; the others are more like visitors]
Like Sirius, she retained vestiges of great, good looks...
Sirius was lounging in his chair... he was very good looking; his hair fell into his eyes with a sort of casual elegance... two seats along... - Harry's stomach gave another pleasureable squirm - was Remus Lupin...
[they couldn't make it easier for me... both quotes are of Harry's thoughts, both giving into the fact that Harry finds both guys and girls attractive, added to the fact that he had made a spectacular mess of Cho..]

All in all, good book, the plot's moving along quite nicely... if only we hadn't of had to lose him...

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20.6.03

Arg. Archives don't seem to be pulling the style sheet info in; I don't know why. Bleh.

[edit] problem fixed

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Well, went and changed Semblance layouts. Not spectacular, but it's been time for a while, and I've been feeling resentful about the whole template thing. :P

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By the way, everyone and their pet dogs are getting blogs. It's like a fad. :P I feel less than amused, as half of the people are using *the same template*. Jesus, blogger may not have a lot of selection, but if you already know three other people using the layout, can't you refrain from using it too? Aaarg. My perfectionistic tendencies are showing.

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You are Neo
You are Neo, from "The Matrix." You
display a perfect fusion of heroism and
compassion.


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Intellectual
You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!


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Hmmph, just finished re-reading HP 4 - and blogger still isn't remembering my usnm/pass. Grrr. Ah well. Now I'm all ready to read the fifth book : Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. And I want to finish Resolutions; I was reading it before. And possibly re-read some HP fiction. ^_^

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My head hurts.

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Hmm, well at least now I know it's not Blogger, just me. Cleared my temp folders last night in an attempt to be able to view sources again; that's why nothing's been holding my usnm/pass/etcs.

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Blogger's being a bitch again, Arcana's on hold, and X2 isn't in theatres near me anymore. *pout* If everyone loved me yesterday, today's my punishment for it. Phooey.

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19.6.03

Dude, turns out my dad and Rose ordered HP 5 online for me and Vanessa. Squeee!!! *grin* Sooo cool. Which means we're getting it Saturday, soon as Rose calls us. Dude. But that means I can't pick up The Devil And Deep Space yet. Oh well, maybe for our vacation.

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Wee! Giftyfest photojournals one and two are up.

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Oh god! *can't stop laughing* This is the best lj icon *ever*!!

Everybody loves me today. Underwater Light update!!!!

http://www.livejournal.com/users/larks/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/ashkitty/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/slumusicgirl/< read these for more recs

Ahhhh!! Jesus! Maya, how could you!

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nothing will have changed

More awwwww's! Rhysenn's Time and Eternity, super sweet little thing; I love her HP slash. I love and will always love IP; nothing do I love more in HP fandom. No one could disagree.

Sqeee! And I've been reminded that HP 5 comes out in two days!!!! Wee!! I'm buying it buying it buying it Saturday! I am *attacking* Chapters/Indigo.

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Chris, this lj icon is so you.

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the vertically challenged can be so bitter

Modified from The Roomies, which is so hilarious.

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Uber Survey

Name: Juliana
Gender: female
AKA: Shinigami's Angel
Zodiac Sign: Leo
Birth date: 02.08
Height: 5'3"

Favorites
Color: purple
Color to Wear: red
Lucky number: 2
Piece of clothing: jeans
Quote:

Sex
Sexuality: debatable
Your sexiest feature: hair
A place you want to have sex: shower
Kinky things you like:
A sexual fantasy: no.
A fragrance that makes you think of sex:
Largest age difference between you and a partner: 1

Which is better

Sunrise or Sunset? sunset
Sweet or Sour? sweet
Old or New? new
Hot or cold? cold
Coke or Pepsi? coke
Soft or Hard? soft
Yesterday or Tomorrow? tomorrow
Red or Blue? red
Fast or Slow? fast
Blind or Deaf? deaf
Open or Closed? open
Bath or Shower? shower
Black or White? black
Ocean or Forest? ocean
Dogs or Cats? cats
Day or Night? night
Cremation or Burial? cremation
Even or Odd? even
City or Countryside? city
Vanilla or Chocolate? chocolate
Sun or Rain? sun
Pen or Pencil? pencil
Summer or Winter? summer
Destiny or Choice? choice
Alone or Together? together
Silver or Gold? silver

General Questions
You keep a diary? yes
You sketch or do things while on the phone? yes
You have a secret? yes
You snore? dunno
You procrastinate? yes
You fold your underwear? yes
You talk in your sleep? no
You eat fast? god no
You get horny? yes
Are you blind and deaf? no
A naked photo of you exists? yes
When the alarm goes off you immediately get up? yes
You enjoy being photographed? no
Can you walk around your house @ night with the lights off and not run into anything? no
Ever put off emailing for over a month? no
Ever received a "why don't you write me?" e-mail? yes
Ever taken your frustration/bad mood out on others? yes
Ever had a huge argument and then realized that you were wrong?
Ever left things the way they were just because it would be harder to resolve it? yes
Ever thought someone was "hopeless?" no
Ever been so dazed that you take a drink of water but completely miss your mouth? no
Ever dropped your toothbrush in the toilet? no
Have you ever dropped something in the toilet that you HAD to retrieve? no
Ever driven off from the gas station without closing the gas thing? no
Can you sleep better @ night or during the day? night
Do you print out pictures of celebrities/musicians off of the Internet? no
Have you ever entered an art contest? no
Do you remember the Lisa Frank phase? no
Is your favorite color evident by the clothes you wear? no
Coats and sweaters or tank tops and bathing suits? tanks and bathing suits
Do you think everyone should have a significant other during the winter months? no
Is there a movie that you can really relate to? no
Ever found lyrics to a song that almost exactly describes you? yes
Ever go to a "place of business" so often that customers think you work there? no
Would you go to a strip club to watch members of the opposite sex? yes
What about of the Same sex? yes
What do you think of guys who dress in drag? depends
Do you think movies overemphasize the differences in society? no
Do you look @ people in the car next to you at the stoplight? yes
Ever said a word so many times in a row that it didn’t even sound like a word anymore? yes
Was there a book series you read growing up? yup
Do you write letters on notebook paper, stationary, computer paper, other, or all? notebook paper
Ever written a letter to someone and weren’t able to give it to them because it was so personal and detailed? no
Where do your wet towels end up after your shower/bath? back on the rack
Ever guessed what time it was and been off by Hours? yes
Do you have a subscription to anything? not 'nmore
Do you get more friend mail, business mail, or junk mail? junk
Ever slept nude? no
Ever walked around your house nude? no
Anyone ever accidentally see you naked? hmm, dun think so
Have you ever seen anyone else naked? no
Do you dental floss daily? no
Do you dental floss weekly? no
Do you use mouthwash or think that brushing is enough? yes
Ever been in the middle of a sexual act and actually Felt The Heat between the two of you? no
Are you able to act? no
Can you give public speeches without freaking out? nope
Ever had to think extremely hard to remember what happened the day before? yes
Which is better: music of today, music of yesterday? yesterday; easy rock all the way
Do you drive through town, or around it? through
Ever find humor in a part of a movie that no one else does? yes
What do you spend most of your money on? clothes
What do you waste most of your money on? ...clothes or junk food
Can you like the lyrics without liking the song? yes
Can you like the song without understanding the lyrics? yes
Are accents a turn on? yes
Do you dream more good then bad? yes
Can you interpret your own dreams or do you have to have someone else tell you what they think? most of the time I get it
Radio or cd’s? both
Movies or TV series? both
Ever regret saying something hurtful? always
Ever regret expressing your love? no
Do you think some things should be left unsaid? yes
Do you stand up for yourself? sometimes
Do you stand up for others? sometimes
Do you know the difference between standing up for others and fighting someone else’s battles? yes

Things you would like to say to:
Favorite past teacher? I can't remember.
The last person who made you cry? I was being a dumbass, I'm sorry.
The last person who you bitched at? I can't help it.
The last person who took you for granted? I'm sorry they're harsh sometimes.
The last person you hugged? Take care of yourself.
The director of your favorite movie? ?
G.W. Bush? -
Michael Jackson? You're not so creepy anymore, I think we're getting numb.
Peewee Herman? who?
Your favorite dead musician/celebrity? -
Your favorite living musician/celebrity? -
Your internet provider? What is wrong with it?! Why does it keep cutting me off!
Your best friend? Love you hun.
Your first love? -
Your current love? -

Do you normally (more often than not):
Ask or answer questions? answer
Bathe in the morning or at night? night
Converse or participate in awkward silence? converse
Talk or listen? talk
Dress up or dress down? up
Stay up late or get to bed early? late
Get what you want or get what you deserve? what I want
Get attention or give your attention? give
Stand out or blend in? blend in
Give a hand or give hand outs? give a hand
Listen to music or watch tv? listen to music
Win or lose? lose :p
Plan or follow-through? plan
Smile or cry? smile
Get up early enough to see the sunrise? nope
Use books or Internet for research? internet
Sing it or hum it? sing
Style your hair or just whatever? whatever; I gots Chinese hair.
Call or get called? call
Visit or have people over? visit; my house isn't cool
Eat or skip breakfast? eat when I've got school
Make a meal or go out for one? make a meal
Drive or get driven? get driven
Do what you had planned? yes
Attend or skip class/work? attend
Act like yourself or act appropriately? act appropriately
Laugh or get laughed at? get laughed at
Indulge or abstain? abstain
Help others or help yourself? help others
Eat what’s good for you or eat what tastes good? eat what tastes good
Turn it up or just get closer? turn it up!
Start it or finish it? finish it
Stay bored or get things done? get things done
Apologize or be stubborn? apologize
Tell them you have a crush on them or hope they figure it out? hope they figure it out
Pay for yourself or get paid for? pay for myself
Lean in first or wait for them to make a move? lean in first
Get rejected or never ask? never ask
Hope it happens or make it happen? hope to god it happens
Try your hardest or hard enough? hard enough
Work it out or put up with what you got? work it out
Talk it through or ignore it as much as you can? talk it through
Know or think? think
Trust or suspect? suspect
Fill out surveys and post them? yes

Is there anything that you truly:
Protest? inequality
Support? human rights
Hate? homophobia
Love? my friends
Believe in? others
Ignore/doubt? myself
Admire? my friends
Want? -
Have? my work

Have you ever...
Been kissed? yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos? no
Been on stage? yes
Dumped someone else? no
Gotten in a car accident? yes
Watched "Punky Brewster"? no
Been in love? no

Favorites...
Shampoo? garnier fructis
Toothpaste? crest
Soap? dove
Type of soup?
Favorite Room in your house? mine
Instrument? piano/keyboard/synthisier

Either/Or...
Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
Big or little? big
Lace or Satin? satin
New or old? new
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? tom cruise
Vogue or Material Girl? vogue
Jeans or cords? jeans
Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
T shirt or tank top? tank
Wool or cotton? cotton
Rose or Lily? rose
The way it is or the way it was? the way it is
Oldies or pop? pop
Do you have a best friend? i guess

Do you...
Wear eye shadow? yes
Put on a "front"? sometimes
Kiss on the first date? no
Eat with your mouth open? no
If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? something on the hip, shoulder or back
What was the last CD you bought? wow, long time ago... jimmy eat world for lisa
How did you spend last summer? with friends
What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse? DS
What is your astrological sign? Leo
What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse? I don't actually know and am too lazy to figure it out

Do you..
Smoke: no
Do drugs: no
Drink: no
Have sex: no
Sleep with stuffed animals: yes
Live in the moment: sometimes
Have a dream that keeps coming back: yes
Play an instrument: used to
Believe there is life on other planets: no
Remember your first love: n.a.
Still love her/him: n.a.
Read the newspaper: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends: yes
Believe in miracles: no
Consider yourself tolerant of others: yes
Consider love a mistake: no
Like the taste of alcohol: no
Have a favorite candy: yes
Believe in astrology: no
Believe in God: no
Believe in magic: no
Pray: no
Go to church: no
Have any pets: no
Talk to strangers who IM you: no
Wear hats: no
Have any piercings: yes
Have any tattoos: no
Hate yourself: sometimes
Have an obsession: yes
Have a secret crush: not really
Collect anything: no
Have a best friend(s)?: yes
Wish on stars: no
Like your handwriting: sandscript, *sandscript*
Have any bad habits: yes
Care about looks: yes
Believe in witches: no
Believe in Satan: no
Believe in ghosts: no

Five qualities in people that annoy you
narrow-mindedness
stupidity
ignorance
substance abuse
hypocrisy

Five things that turn you on about people
sweet personality
smart
witty
good-smelling ^_^;;
funny

Five movies you watch all the time
n/a

Five things people should know about you
what's to know?

Five things you say the most
I want to have your cat's kittens!
Clean it up.
You're so weird.
I'm not good with talking.
*poke*

Five things you do not understand about your own sex
uh...

Five songs people should give a listen
Evanescence - My Immortal
OLP - Clumsy
Jewel - that new one :P
tATu - All The Things She Said
Christina Aguilara - Fighter

Five of your favorite lyrics
can't appriciate real love 'til you've been burned - savage garden
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me I've been alone - evanescence
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you - evanescence
love nothing more than to sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing - lighthouse (I've got this one really wrong, I just can't really remember it right now)
on sleepless roads the sleepless go may angels lead you in - jimmy eat world

A nice thing about the sender
He's a sweetheart, and always makes me feel good about myself.

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Awwwwwwwwww. I just read Agenda, next in lanning cook's Identical series. *grin* It was awesome. So cute.

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Whew! Just spent my entire morning cleaning. Woke up at 8.30, washed my hair, had breakfast, and have been working since now on cleaning my room. All done! It's all nice and clean, and I've thrown out years worth of shit, and at least 10 pounds of school papers. I kept the bare minimum. I swear, I'm such a pack rat, but now I'm all clean and nice. There just a couple things left I need to ask my dad if he wants to keep, but I'm good!

About last night. Ton of fun; Jakes was pretty neat (not worth the 20, I thought, but I'm not actually complaining; just stating), we had the entire upstairs to ourselves - which wasn't enough room by the way. We had 8 people stuffed into the long booth seats, and I was sharing a seat with Jocelyn until I spilled coke onto us, the chair and my bag wherein we both left the chair and I ended up sitting with Brian for dinner; Eric's an icky eater. We then hung out and stuff, I believe there are pictures of Lisa's belt turned chain/choker/collar. *grin* We walked our way to Doug's house, which was fun all on it's own. Heh. They're all such boys. When we got there, it kind of took us a while to get into the pool, cause it was chilly and stuff, but most of us finally did. I couldn't see worth a shit, cause I didn't wear my glasses into the pool; didn't want to loose them, what with the many people trying to drown me! or throw me up and back into the pool. It was still fun. Up and down, up and down. *grin* Like a little baby chair. And then there was Doug and Devin, both blowing into the same pool noodle, while I was still sitting on it. It was hilarious fun; Devin's face was so red. They kept blowing water into each other's lungs. XD We got out of the pool near the end, and it was freezing, and I'm all bitten by mosquitos now (west nile!! :P), very ichy. We hung out in Doug's living room for a bit, before we started leaving one by one. Oh, and it was Puiyan and Gill's birthday both today. One turning 15, one turning 16. Very cool. Happy Birthday to you all again!

And on one last note, I got this in my email today; so funny :

25 Truths of Life
1. If you're too open-minded, your brains will fall out.
2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often.
3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car.
4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.
5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before.
6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.
7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission.
9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.
10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.
11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.
12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.
13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.
14. Men are from Earth. Women are from Earth. Deal with it!
15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.
16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.
17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places.
18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.
19. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.
20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.
21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.
22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.
23. Thou shall not weigh more than thy refrigerator.
24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.
25. It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat.

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18.6.03

Terror From Beyond : 172
Get On The Move : 137
Stay With Me (Unlikely) : 247!!!! not one miss!!!!
Antonomie : 126
Too Tight : 143
Soul Shift : 110

Jesus finger ddr's gonna give me a heart attack; my heart's going really fast right now. I need to play the real thing.

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Eck. It is very early in the morning right now; my dad's on a business trip, so I had to do the mom thing with my little brother. Wake him up, make breakfast, send him out to school, etc. :P And now I'm still up. Bah. Oh well. Giftyfest today. Good fun. Matt's being pissy. Hmph. My throat is still kind of bad. Maybe the drinking of the *chlorine filled water*.

[edit] Heh. Today's BMB is funny.

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17.6.03

Ahahaha! Max combo 166 on finger ddr! Rock One, 'Stay With Me'; I can do it really well. *grin*

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Wee!!!! Last day of school. We spent half an hour in each of our classes, wasn't very exciting, we just talked a whole bunch. All my marks are above 90. At lunch we walked to Dairy Queen and I split a sunday with Iris; I can now say I've eaten @ DQ. It was so hot, and my feet hurt from my sandals, and trying to catch up with Devin and Nick in my skirt; I changed into shorts in the Geo room. Heheh. It was a magic trick! Then after lunch all my gifted classes, which was more marks and talking and donuts! *grin* And hey, school actually ended half an hour early, which I didn't find out about until today, so my lead meeting wasn't after school, which was good.

After all that schoolness, we went over to Jenn and Katie's and swam and stuff; it was a ton of fun. I love my friends *grin*. We watched Jackass, cept I didn't really pay attention, but I heard it was funny. Had dinner, they played halo, we took pictures, Lisa will have them. Chloe was there; did you know her knees are obsenely ticklish?! It's hilarious! *grin* It was good times, good times.

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16.6.03

finger ddr.... so addictive...

[edit] aha! Now I've addicted Lisa to it! Mwahahah!

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the hero who conquered

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Heheh, today was fun. Sci and English combined, we watched the Hobbit, cept no one payed attention. I was sitting on the floor while the others were around me in chairs; Liz did my hair in three cornrows, was pretty neat. Jelena and Nick and I kept tickling each other, finding the worst points. Heh. And then later it was just sort of a big pile up orgy, with me and Nick and Doug and Devin and Jelena, and then Yvonne and Lisa and Dennis, all on the floor. Weheheh, so much fun. *grin* If only we could do that all the time; I like being physically close with people. I'm weird. Textile person.

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15.6.03

Mmm, Japanese food. Just had father's day dinner; very good, even though my little brother was being a bitch (I swear, one more insult and I'm going to slap him across the face, brother or not). Tasty buffet; Japan food style. Yum.

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Wow, just watched the last two dvds of NGE (Death and Rebirth; The End Of Evangelion). And to think that I had some absurd belief that the discs would actually make sense. I don't even know what happened in the end, who lived and who died. :P Not to mention that the first half our of 'The End' was just a perfect match replay of Rebirth. :P Not cool. Ah well, maybe you'll make more sense of it Lisa. On another note, Happy Father's Day everyone.

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I need to buy HP 5 (coming out next Sat!) and The Devil and Deep Space, which is another Andrej Koscuisco novel from Susan Matthews. It's been so long, and I still haven't read the second one, or the 'stand alone'. *sigh* Off to Chapters next weekend.

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Well, I'm back. Just saw MiB (again), and looking over the music banq. pics. Very cute. Rented the two disc NGE finale thing. Wee! Also went shopping, bought nothing except for a packet of lead. Bah. Also watched my tape of the MTV Movie Awards which was very funny. That tATu performance was something. And so many hot guys; mm, 'lijah Woods, and Keanu Reeves, and Josh Hartnet, damn he's got a voice. But all around fun that was.

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14.6.03

Music Banq. was fun last night, if overlong in the whole awards/speeches/slideshow and stuff. Although, waiting list people got shafted, which kinda sucked. But, from the beginning. Got home from after the Math exam, shower, nails, Iris came over, we did her hair and simutaneously did my make-up, got dressed and all that, then Lisa showed up with Chris, so we all piled into the car and drove over to the Banquet hall, wherein we were half an hour early, but that's alright, cause it meant we actually got a table. Devin and Yvonne were *late* foos; good thing *we* already got tables. Everybody looked really good and stuff; purple is *the sexy*. ^_^ But yeah, dinner was so-so, same stuff as last time; the salad was *evil* I tell you. At our table was Lisa, Yv, Chris M, Devin, Celine, Iris, Jason and Dennis. Good times, good times. The awards and stuff went on *forever* but Lisa wasn't shafted so s'all good. And there was that embarressing moment, which was all me, but then again, there were a ton of those. 'short chinese girls' :P When we finally *got* to the dance, it wasn't too bad; little better than last time, short though, we only had about an hour left. Lisa should have the banq. pics up soon; it'll be fun. ^_^

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12.6.03

Everybody needs to come to Giftyfest! 'Else I'm going to cry.

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It's Celine! *grin* Yes, I think it's cute.

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to do : study for math, get ready for tomorrow

Internet was being a bitch again, earlier, but I've fixed it for now. I watched the Animatrix, which, wow, is really neat. The first one 'Final Flight of Osiris' was the best, but all the others were pretty neat. Today in Sci. class we went to this blow up planatarium in the library, which was super cool; I could hear Nick from across the dome, we kept whispering to each other, and Devin would look at me when I talked, but I'd be like, 'just talking to nick'. Super dark, and very neat, although it started giving me a slight headache. But cool anyways. In French we watched the first half of 'Count Of Monte Cristo', which is *awesome*; we're finishing it Monday, and I can't wait, cause it's so cool. Might rent it to watch at home, in English.

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11.6.03

[dennis] omg, i did "1 months work"in 1 week. christ, y didnt i jsut use my time wisly!?!?!!?

He's good with spelling too. ;)

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This is cute.
would give you anything, including the keys to his Porsche, if you asked him while he was watching Dexter’s Lab

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Mm, jailbait. *grin* Arg, underage slash, this is yet another reminder. It's so unhealthy. ^_^

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Whoa. O.o

Anyways, went shopping with Iris after school today, came back around 6.-- ish, and now I'm working on Geo. Did my 12 minute run today; only did 4 1/2; probly could have endured 5, but not enough time. And then push-ups test, 36. So yes. Now all I have to do is colour the map for Geo; and my Math exam for Friday and I'm good.

[edit] need to read this soon

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10.6.03

I want a new semblance layout. One where I can have a constant to do list; just there. But as of yet, I'm stuck with this :
to do : study for Math; scan in FS, EQAO, Eng Pres?; colour Celine, Chains

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10k Commotion - super cute web comic; but I kinda wish it were shounen ai - I mean, any of them really, dyna/pict; dyna/cyber, but definitely nana/yukon because they're just so cute. But really, it's an awesome comic; will probably be linking it to CI soon. I hope there's more updates; cause it updates like YWAM, but hopefully more frequently. It's so much fun.

On another note; finished my French and Engl. pres's today; forgot a line in French, was too short for both. Bah. Science exam went ok, I'm hoping I did well. I've got almost no more work, other than that Geo map and the Math exam; then I'm free after Friday. And Music Banq; Iris is coming over, we're gonna curl her hair and whatever. Wee! 10K's got me hyped. *grin*

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9.6.03

Just finishing up my math review; it's taken me two hours. Ran for ten minutes when I got home today, practised my english and french presentations in the shower, will study after Lead meeting. Shit there's too much to do. Will finish Taming of the Shrew sometime in between. Possibly in the *car*. -_-;;

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8.6.03

You know what? If I ever get rich and bored, I'm going to donate some time and money into scoring the 'net, finding cool people with great sites, cool ideas, and expansive wishlists, and buying them things. *grin*

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Boo. Was too tired last night to blog, and now this morning/afternoon blogger.com's not working, so I'm just posting this in a txt. file for now.

Went to Unionville Fest. yesterday with Lise, Doug, the Hunter-wells, Bo (and Matt was around for a while). Was lots of fun; tons of free stuff. Whole cans of Brisk lemonade, and little mini Frapps from Second Cup, which were great. Chocolate coffee goodness. Saw a lotta people from school, our jazz band was playing for a while, Danny and Tori and Chris and stuff. We mostly wandered around for about 3 hours, some people bought stuff; I didn't even have lunch, was too lazy. :P Then Lisa's parents gave us a ride to her house, and we spent the rest of the evening there, swimming (her pool rocks very much), eating, watching High Fedelity (weird movie, damn Emo tastes), and music videos (tatu is not porn). But yeah, had a ton of fun. I love Lisa's house; doing things with these people; I miss it. I've been cutting myself off from my social life because of exams and final-shit and stuff but now I remember why I love my friends. Just wait til the summer Lisa, I'll be invading your house.

Interestingly, I too had a weird dream last night. I was apperently in a wedding as a bridesmaid, but the dress was really skimpy, like a halter top middriff thing, the colour of mitallic pink (like Lisa's colour changing nail polish). Yeah. And then there was something about something else, but I can't remember any more.

And now I have some homework to get done; thought putting together the book cover would take less time, but no. Damn it. And the 'net wasn't working for a while, driving me insane. And I still want to clean up my Geo presentation, go for a run, and practice my French and English presentations too. Arg.

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*poutwhine* I want iii~t.

And now, finally, blogger's working again. Jeez. I've written up the presentation for English, and the book cover's done, I just need to memorize my presentations. *sigh* And study for Science. I still haven't run; don't think I'll be able to today. *sigh*

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7.6.03

Just finished my Science notes for electricity. There isn't actually that much, and it's making more sense now. I am happy.

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6.6.03

Hmm, forgot 'bout it, but we had a big breakfast party today in Fam. Studs. Was much fun; we had english muffins and sausages and bacon and hash brown/homefries and pancakes and cinnamon rolls and uh... good stuff. And juice/punchy goodness. Heh. Was fun; tasty, though it took me like, half an hour to finish lunch afterwards. :P

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Just finished and coded new GT layout; Shawn Ashmore - total cutie. The picture's a little bleh, and the background's kind of lame, but hey, I rush jobbed this. I thought that it was next week (the 13th) of June, and felt all rushed to make the layout.

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GT Shawn Ashmore - http://x-men-the-movie.com, http://johto.hispeed.com/shawn/pics/index.html

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Hmm, Iris didn't end up coming over; had some family stuff to do, but I ran anyways, and then took a shower; am now feeling all nice and clean. Hanging out with friends tomorrow, goin' to Unionville Festival and then Lisa's *pool*! Good times. Which means I need to finish my English and possibly my Sci notes today. *sigh* Eew. Exams.

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5.6.03

And of that to-do list? Nothing. Damn you Jon Lam! Spent an hour on the phone with him; didn't even finish Gotham Underground!

[edit] ok, done Gotham Underground. Now to attack that to-do list. *sigh*

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Hmm, Gotham Underground isn't actually that great, not loving the style it's written in, I'm so used to stuff like jenn and hope and zahra. Pah. But this line's cute : Clark sighed at the man's dramatics. Eleven-thirty was hardly the dead of night.

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to do : english - back cover, presentation; french - presentation speech; science - study notes; geo - clean up presentation?; family studies - remember pjs; iris - bring sandals

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4.6.03

Ugh, I had my hair pinned up in a bun while I was working, now I take the chopsticks out and the bottom of my hair's all wavy.

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Wherein I *will* start from the beginning, as soon as I find the time.

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to do : read - gotham underground, the enemy within, and go thru jenn's other recs from while back, see what's interesting as soon as weekend hits; stay up

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Eew. So much to *do*. Three presentations, three (four?) exams, too little time, too much stress. Lisa, can't go shopping Friday, too much stuff to do, and my mum won't let me go shopping *and* Unionville Festival. Sorry, you and Katie'll have to do without my impeccable fashion sense. ^_^;;

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3.6.03

i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you - evanescence

Jesus - damn Geography presentation; he tells us now that the issue analysis is s'posed to be on a page - I had it on 6. Now I've had to cram it into 2; I couldn't possibly put it onto one. Aarg. I still need to put in three 'key recommendations' and note about the local/national scene. Boo. I need to read Shakespeare too; TotS Act VI for tomorrow. Eew. I've got a test the 6th. Although, happy note, Music Banquet is the 13th (after my Math exam), which'll be fun. Wee! I just need to find shoes; some low black sandals to go with the dress that I have. Good fun.

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2.6.03

la señorita a buena noche, y no dice por favor cualquier persona sobre mí que crie - anybody who *knows* Spanish want to tell me what this phrase meant before it got mangled by Babel Fish?

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Wee, Allison Mack layout is done and uploaded onto wwfr. Feel free to check it out, and here's a thumbnail to prod you into it :

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bring us closer

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1.6.03

for not being able to make it better

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things to do : code in links for allison mack layout; study for science, english
things I'd like to do : re-read underwater light, resolutions, some rhysenn stuff, more smallville; go see charlie's angels II, X2

9:34 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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the term sexy does *not* get dolled out to high school freshmen; unless they happen to be named clark kent - but you can have cute

9:30 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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"When I'm not happy, I like to spread it around with a big spoon."

"I like my name!"
"Oh, no," Draco said dismissively. "It's a terrible name. Harry, for instance. To harry means to worry or harass, and to potter means to amble about. Think about the message you're sending out to the world! It sounds like you wander around harassing people."
"Well, now I see. Obviously, it should be your name."

"I hear evil's full of flavour."

"And no more rough-housing in the boat; it will tip over and I will scream like a girl and then be forced to drown you to hide my shame."

"You're thinking of dropping the Nose-Biting Teacup in my lap. Aren't you."


Adorable. New part to Underwater Light, HP fic.

8:19 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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Was up early today, went running, did three laps. Four next time! Realised that yes, a lap is 400m, which means I ran 1200m today, and I need to run 'round 2k for school. Eh, I'm pretty sure I can do it. I know I can do four laps, which makes me happy. My dad came out with me, but he was really tired by second lap, and I was amused. He can beat me in speed, but not endurance. Yes. Went shopping with my mom, but I didn't buy anything. Still looking for the perfect pair of capris. *sigh*

6:04 p.m. // this is my reality \\

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