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And lastly. Chris, subtle. Subtle.
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***spoiler***
OMG. It was such a sappy ending. :P I'm actually not too big on sap. I mean, it was depressing when 14 ended all, finally, but looking back, that ending was much more memorable than this. I guess I'm a sucker for angst. This ending was so simply perfect. It was. Ack. And it was kind of lacking in description/development. Maybe it's just me. The writing didn't seem to fit the rest of the story. But oh well. A couple weeks/months later, I'll re-read the whole thing and then see how it feels.
***endspoiler***
And that's all I have to say. Not going to discuss Heart and Stroke. Some not so great memories, and some better ones. Let's just say I'm a masochist at heart. I said I didn't want it to happen, but I did want to see. If only life turned out like my fantasies. Things wouldn't be so complicated.
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Today I bunch (read 5) of us went to Elizabeth's house and worked on our dance for Gym. It's actually coming along really quite well. I'm happy; if sore. Although, today started out horrible, because I forgot my fabric for Family Studies, and had to call my dad for it; I was like, over-panicked to the extreme. And then it turns out we didn't need it today. So, not only did I make my dad late for work, stress out myself, but it all turned out useless too. Grrr. So thus, not happiness. Oh, that and I no longer have a partner for Heart and Stroke. Miscommunication. Distance. Crappy shit.
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[edit:] wee! fixed it! ^_^
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Seriah felt incredibly lonely. It seemed as though, for the first time in her life, she felt that she was missing something. And she thought she knew what it was. She wanted to go find Ceres. Her father and her brother were still angry at each other, and the tension in the house grew and grew with every uncomfortable silence. She couldn't take much more of it. All Seriah wanted right now was to find her mysterious friend. She wanted to spend time with him, to know all about him. She knew, just knew, that he would be able to fill the void in her heart.
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olad i can relate to, from teh title neway
Shinigami no Mitsukai says:
lol
Shinigami no Mitsukai says:
that strangely amuses me
Shinigami no Mitsukai says:
you do realise that i very likely write slash right?
I can't think of a good usnm says:
yes
I can't think of a good usnm says:
i....
I can't think of a good usnm says:
do... o.o
Heh. Convo between me and Chris. olad is my short-form for Of Longing And Desire. Heh. It's not slash... yet. Heh. The direction I have it taking, there will probably be slash. A love triangle at the least. But no incest. So, kind of more like a Y.
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http://www.sithlyewok.com/fanfiction/beasts.htm
http://arcana.keenspace.com/
http://www.cursedmoons.com/CM/menu.htm
http://raygunworks.net/links/greenwood.html
http://www.astronomytower.org/authorLinks/Penguin/Dragonweed/
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Mwahahah! Found fountain of Kenshin/Sano fics! ^_^
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On another note, the amazingly good art displayed outside Girl's Gym that we've all walked past and admired? Well, Serena of yearbook did the fire girl one, and Joyce Hui did the peacock girl. Yeah. Makes me depressed. Damn they're good.
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the beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love
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On another note, CI's anniversary today. Second year. And Devin's birthday as well. I hadn't realised they were the same day. Need to upload Lisa's anni gift. And that's all I have to say. Because I have math hw to do.
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You are a dark writer. A fierce and loyal follower
of Poe and the other gothic authors, you LOVE
to instill a sense of revulsion and somewhat
fear in your readers. You love to poke their
brains with logic dealing with the darker side
of the human mind and character. Truly
surprising and a true individual, you'll do
ANYTHING to create a scene. :)
What's YOUR Writing Style?
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Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You
feel contentment moreso than happiness and your
emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to
cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where
there is rain there is a rainbow and you need
to see it more than others. Do something that
makes you happy.
How Emotional Are You?
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5:54 p.m. // this is my reality \\
Bad day today. At least, after lunch. And I lost my first post. Goddamnit. But, 99 members to GT, and CI's anniversary is tomorrow. I've been writing again. Of Longing And Desire. And drawing. Will probly finish for anniversary. Gonna watch kenshin. And Joe Millionaire tonight. That's all.
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I went shopping today. Bought pink sweatpants. ^_^ They're cute. From Jacob Annex, so, not hideous bright pink, just a muted, faded pink. They're really cute. I like 'em. I want another pair. ^_^
Oh, and I finished Winter Rose. Was confusing. :P
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Nope, definately prettier this year. This was last year's picture. The guy second from the right.
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what color are you?
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But the volunteering was really good. Started @ 9.30 @ club 300, and set up and registration went by really quick. It seemed to go faster/easier this year. ATI Tech had ten teams, and there was some confusion there, but it was all good. There was this one guy, on the ATI team. Really, really sexy looking. He was there pretty early, and for a while, he was just standing like, right in front of the registration desk, and I'm just like *mmm*. ^_^ Tall, blond, studious kind of look with glasses. Successful, as Yvonne calls it. The same kinda look Taylor of student council has. ^_^ He was so nice to look at. And we were debating what age he was, and he just seemed really familiar to me. It might've just been that he had caught my eye last year too, or at some other function, but he looked more like I had seen him around school. Which of course, is crazy, except that I was talking to my dad, and ATI does a lot of co-op work and stuff, so for all I know, sexy ATI guy could very well be 18, 19 ish, and I may have seen him around school. Or not. But one can hope! Jon Lam's eyebrow thing! (or he could've just been humoring me when giving me that look -_-;) Anyways, things pretty much went off without a hitch. Vanessa did come, so, we were talking about school and stuff. Lunch was kind of confusing, but we just all ended up eating snack bar food. Which isn't that great. But oh well. Then the scores came and stuff, and, it was mad hectic rush. We had mistakes and problems and stuff, and calculation always takes so much time. Even though there were more of us... I think. Last year it was me, James, Clement, and Fred. This year Fred came late, but Yvonne was there. So, when we *finally* got that done, we had to get to Century Palace, so one of the guys gave us a lift. I believe they're all in U by now. I don't know how James and Clement come to be there, but Fred and his brother Alex are sons of the CCCA president I believe. Mou... so, Century was pretty much set up by the time we got there. I had less to do, or at least, less stress this year. We had dinner there, and it was good. ^_^ Basically, the whole day went by where we were either working frantically, or waiting with nothing to do. Although, I was sad, because ATI guy didn't come to dinner. At reception time, I had to pin the corsages on the CCCA directors as they came in. Needless to say, I stabbed myself with one of them. Deep too. I hurt myself so much yesterday. I have a giant gash of a papercut on my finger, and it stings to type, and I scratched myself with the tape despenser. Damn, I'm so accident prone. :P Vanessa and I had to light the candles for the cake, which was somewhat stressful. We practiced with the lighter so much, there wasn't much fluid left by the time we had to light the cake. But it went by ok. And then the auction table. It was the same hectic rush to claim prizes and pay money, but there were less prizes this year, so it was ok. The cake was good. The whole thing ended at like, 11. But it was good. The golf tournament this year will probly have less people. I might not be able to bring people. I seem to remember last year it was just me, Vanessa, and Fred. *shrug* Oh well. Now off to my homework. Bleh. And no Kenshin either. *sigh*
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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9:58 p.m. // this is my reality \\
The volunteer meeting was fine, we did some menial work, then got onto the orientation. Gonna be a busy day tomorrow. 9am-11pm ish. Woop. Rose talks like, superfast. It's crazy trying to follow her instructions. I'll probly just re-read the plan sheet (there's a name for schedule sheets) over. It'll be fun. I'm debating whether or not to watch Kenshin tonight. Probly not. *sigh* Oh well.
Oh, speaking of gym. Our TA, hmph. He said I couldn't read, just because I read the wrong station; instead of below, I read the one above. So I was a little preoccupied, with the rose and stuff, jeez!
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[x] I write, when I'm not procastinating
[x] I also draw, semi-badly
[x] I live in my fantasies
[x] I am a control freak/perfectionist/
[x] I am emotional
Five details about your appearance right now
[x] black sweat pants
[x] grey shirt
[x] pretty watch
[x] glasses
[x] eyeshadow, that I should be washing off
Five things you did today
[x] the school thing
[x] watched rent a date
[x] went to yearbook (was fun)
[x] had course selection assembly (freak out time)
[x] ate chips
Five memorable things you did in the last year
[x] grew up
[x] realised more things about myself
[x] helped friends
[x] did the CCCA thing
[x] various marathons and OLP
Five things that everyone should know about you
[x] I'm a perfectionist
[x] and paranoid
[x] I like to think of myself as creative
[x] I have strange hobbies/interests
[x] I'm a flirt, and I can't commit
Five favorite groups
[x] our lady peace
[x] jimmy eat world
[x] hoobastank
[x] westlife :P
[x] more random sappy pop
Five favorite songs
[x] jimmy eat world - praise chorus
[x] savage garden - two beds and a coffee machine
[x] avril lavigne - alone (?)
[x] our lady peace - 3am
[x] gravitation - super drive
Five favorite movies
[x] girl, interrupted
[x] broken hearts club
[x] ever after
[x] save the last dance
[x] O
Five things that make you happy
[x] day offs, without having to worry about anything
[x] my friends
[x] chocolate and coffee
[x] being able to read/write/draw whatever, whenever, however, and well
[x] pretty people
Five people who mean a lot to you
[x] my mom
[x] lisa
[x] iris
[x] and them
[x] .
Five things that disgust you
[x] homophobics
[x] smokers/druggies
[x] incompetence
[x] close-minded people
[x] spiders
Five things that impress you
[x] good writing skills
[x] writers in general
[x] people who know what they want
[x] people with mad skills ^_^
[x] better artists than me
Five things that dont impress you
[x] stupidity
[x] smokers/druggies
[x] internet slang
[x] people who don't know when to stop
[x] myself
Five things you cant live without
[x] my computer
[x] the internet
[x] my friends
[x] the ability to write/read/draw
[x] food
Five things you'll do when you complete this
[x] write more blog stuff
[x] possibly watch tv
[x] take a shower
[x] turn up the heat (brrr)
[x] sleep
Five things you feel right now
[x] sore throat
[x] lonely
[x] terrified
[x] oddly apathetic
[x] pain in my ankle from sitting on it
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You are Harry/Draco. You're the favorite of all
slash ships. You probably write some damn good
slash of your own, you know? And when people
send you flames, they probably amuse you.
Which HP slash ship are you?
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8:59 p.m. // this is my reality \\
Why are you wasting your time here? You could be having sex with . . . 
Which Weiß Kreuz guy could you be having sex with? @ @ Weiß Versa
Your secret lover is Harry! I guess I can see
that. He's brave and has a sort of naive
charm.
Ummm.. Congrats?
Who is your secret Hogwarts Lover?
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Total Yaoi Fan
How much of a Yaoi fangirl are you?
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Gravi!! ^_^ Pretty picture.
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Heh. And jenn from indulgence's commentary is truly amusing.
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Maa... I need to do my English! And study for Math as well. Damn. I'm such a slacker. Iya...
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this beast called chaos
does your incompetence know no bounds?!
Well, Sunday was interesting. In a fun way of course. Went over to Jason's @ 1, we (sort of) worked on the project, like, got work done on the boards, and printed out pictures and all that. And then Lisa gave us a ride to the theatre, where we watched Shanghai Knights, which was... interesting. Funny, but slapstick, which isn't my favourite. Den-nii was there too. ^_^ He was late (fool). Then me, Iris, Jason and Den walked to Subway (sooo cold), and had dinner, and then his mom drove us back to his house, and we finished mine and Iris's parts of the display board. We ended up leaving @ like, 8.30. It was fun though. Yesterday. Arg. Kwanis, for music. Our vocal class went downtown to be part of a music competition. But my day was really really bad. I forgot my music shirt, and had to have my dad leave a meeting early to bring it to me, then Katie spilled diet pop on my pants, and then I forgot to bring the music up to the stage, and had to run down and grab it (-_-). Jeez. Not happy. And then the bus ride back was an hour too long. *sigh* And our presentation @ the school sucked. But, we got free pizza, so, that's one good thing. Today was alright, we're cooking next week in FS, and we worked on the Geo @ lunch, and we bought sour candies (such a jip). Now I just have to study for math (I forgot my math binder!!), do my English, and my Science. The family studies can wait. :P Phew.
Yin-goh goh! ^_^
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Waa! Skids so so adorable without his hat, in today's BMB. Wee!
Anyways, finished lining that picture I drew during French. Looks nice. Can't wait to colour it. Will be good fun. And I need to watch Kenshin. Will do so tonight. Might bring blanket down. ^_^ Need to watch Alias tomorrow. Should set to tape it, as I don't know when I'll be back from Jason's. So now I'm taking a break. And possibly CG'ing some more.
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2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non? no
3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? europe
4.Who would you take with you on this little adventure? lisa
5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime? to do what you want and fuck the consequences. seriously. love who you want.
6.Would you ever do that? ... maybe
7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles? yeah
8.Ever actually completed one? yes
9.Pick up the closest book and write a sentence at random from it. a hollow in a wall to place a statue, vase, etc (it was a dictionary)
10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio. i can change i can change, i can change i can change, but i'm here in my mold yeah i'm here in my mold
11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams? psht, no
12.Would you put up posters in your room? yeah
13.Can you sing? i'd like to think so.
14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks? yes
15.What's your favorite color of post-it note? hot pink
16.How many cassette tapes do you own? three?
17.How many cd's do you own? 10ish?
18.Ever bought a cd for just one song? no, that's what dear lisa's for
19.What would your perfect day consist of? waking up next to someone i love, having a really good breakfast, including gormet coffees, spending time with said loved one, and friends, without getting upset, and watching a movie with said loved one til i fall asleep in their arms (sigh)
20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line? yeah
21.Have you ever written a survey? no
22.How about a song? If so share it. if i had, i wouldn't share it.
23.Or maybe a poem? i already do. many.
24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time? -_-;; i'm not an idiot. i do know how to set the time.
25.Do you read your horoscope? sometimes
26.If so, do you base your day on it? no
27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why? gum. tastes (marginally) better
28.Do you floss? i should.
29.Are you addicted to napster like me? no
30.How many times a year about are you sick? not much
31.Ever been in an airplane? yes
32.If so where were you flying to? um... last? hk?
33.What radio station to you listen to most? energy 93.1
34.What color are your shoes? i gotz two black boots, one tan boots, black sneakers and blue sneakers
35.Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear? yeah
36.Do you know how to play dominos? um no.
37.Or do you think I just mean pizza by that? -_-; am not stupid.
38.Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? (toppings and/or place to get it from) hawaiian or meat lovers, from pizza pizza or pizza hut
39.What color are your eyes? dark brown
40.How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime? many
41.Describe your bedroom, include all details. -_-; bed in center, L shaped desk (which I love, thank you dad) on which resides my mon. printer, compu cds, phone, my lovely notebook, and random other things, by bedside table, my two shelves, my book shelf and my other, random books on floor beside bed, sailor moon puzzles framed and hung ^_^, clothes, tv ^_^, heater (ah warm), and... binders too.
42.Name one person your life is made better by. ...lisa?
43.Would you or have you ever shaven your head? no
44.How about someone else's? heh, naw
45.Can you do math with ease? yeah
46.What size is your computer screen? 17
47.If you could only talk to one person online who would that be? lisa
48.Name your favorite type of music and why. :P sap. cause i'm a sap. ballads and stuff.
49.Are you a vegetarian? nope
50.How about an aspiring actor/actress? haha, no.
51.What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance? em... michael rosenbaum. cause he's fucking hot.
52.Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors? heh. none
53.Name one your passions in life. reading
54.What's your least favorite time of day? umm... school time.
55.Who's your favorite member in a band, singer, guiter, bass, drummer, and why? uh... guitarist. he/she's usually hot.
56.Do you use hairspray or gel? niether.
57.Describe your favorite meal. umm... pizza, or mom food.
58.What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes? a flashy kind of bright thing; pink black mix.
59.Ever listen to classical music? sometimes
60.Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it? yes. :p
61.Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl? not really
62.What songs would be on your ideal cd? (unlimited) um... i dunno.
63.Say one thing you've learned today. french - future simple
64.What is the best present you've ever given someone else? em..
65.What is the best present someone else has ever given to you? a hug. a proper one. and the line, 'doesn't she look so huggable?'
66.So hey, what's your full name? Juliana
67.Describe yourself while drunk. *shrug*
68.How big are the windows in your house? not so big
69.Do you wear a watch? usually
70.What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else? :P
71.What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated? -_-;
72.How many mirrors do you have? a couple
73.Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on. Juliana was a good friend.
74.Have you ever sailed? no
75.How fast can you run? not very.
76.What do you believe in? myself. sometimes
77.How long does it take you to get ready to go out? meh, 5-15min
78.Do you shower daily? yes
79.What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so? him.
80.Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it. fly. i could fly.
81.Are candles romantic or a fire hazard? romantic
82.Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small. baked cookies
83.Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings. rings? yes
84.What colors are you wearing right now? grey, black, blue
85.How often do you change the sheets on your bed? em... i dunno.
86.Have you ever gotten lost? If so explain. yes. and no.
87.What's on your computer desk? mon. cds. dictionary, thesaurus. mouses. speakers.
88.How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment? five. i have an encredibly organised desktop.
89.When your talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in the air when saying certain words? rarely
90.Which landmark would you climb if you could? uh...
91.Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books? no
92.Ever seriously questioned your sanity? yeah
93.Can you breakdance? no
94.What's in your fridge right now? milk. milk is good.
95.How many people do you live with? 3
96.Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area? maybe
97.What is the strangest thing you've ever done? hmm.. dunno
98.Name an instrument you've never played but would like to. keyboard?
99.Have you ever been on tv or the radio? yeah
100.What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you? destroy/loose all files of my writing/computer
101.Are you a fast typer? pretty good
102.How high have you counted before getting bored? not too high
103.Describe how you sleep. (ie. your position and/or how you fall asleep) flat on my back.
104.Are you straight, bi, gay? mm... not sure. how bout on the line?
105.Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so what? eat. watch tv. sing.
106.What is the most expensive item you own? hmm... dunno.
107.How about the least expensive? *shrug*
108.What's your favorite card game to play? big2
109.What do you do online? talk. read. write. surf.
110.Name some stores you've bought clothes in before. UB, Smart Set, Jacob (Annex), Le Chateau.
111.Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one? umm... fanfics count?
112.Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so which one? I don't remember.
113.Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theres? em... no
114.Are you easily influenced by other people, or currant trends? yes
115.What makes you unique in your own opinion? um... well... i'm just... me.
116.Name your worst quality. my temper. and my inability to speak my mind at the time.
117.Name your best. i'm true. if i really care about you, i care.
118.What would you like to do with your life? be successful and happy, and in love.
119.Do you blowdry your hair? yes
120.How many clocks are in your house? many
121.Are they all set on the same time? no
122.Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time? no
123.What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning? i think about what time it is.
124.Which browser do you use? IE
125.Do you bite your nails? no
126.Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf? yes
127.Ever been to a farm? yes
128.Tell me about your dream last night. something about.... damn. i can't remember.
129.Ever seen a shooting star? no
130.Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone. um...
131.Do your days fly by or seem to last forever? pretty quick
132.Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel? no
133.Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel? no
134.What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there? em...
135.When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will you be on the list to go? maybe
136.How are you feeling right now?pretty good
137.Have you ever written anything on your skin? yeah
138.If so what? tons of stuff. tangerine minion. lol
139.Which website do you frequent most often? my blog editer. mail. my sites. tangerine. MT. BMB. MH
140.What color is most of your clothes? blue, black, red.
141.Do you own any plants? no
142.Are things as bad as they seem? sometimes
143.Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you. made me feel good
144.Ever looked directly at the sun? yeah
145.Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse? no
146.What's your favorite cereal? ciniman toast crunch
147.Who do you miss? iris
148.Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try. him. and i should.
149.Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal. ...
150.Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before. didn't we answer this before?
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thefoxmanreturns: that and secretly sticking signs on the back of dressup characters.
Sora Kagiha: You did not.... ::giggles::
thefoxmanreturns: truth. the last one i did was putting a sign on the back of mickey that said 'i fuck dogs' when he was out walking with pluto.
Sora Kagiha: ROFLMAO!!
thefoxmanreturns: minnie wouldn't talk to him after that.
thefoxmanreturns: and snow white turned pale-er.
I spent like, a full minute laughing after this. Hahahah.
9:08 p.m. // this is my reality \\
I WANT: certain people
I REGRET: everything
I WISH: i could get a rose
I LOVE: slash
I HATE: closed minds
I MISS: being touched
I SEE: my beautiful computer
I HEAR: the hum of said computer
I SEARCH: for the perfect guy/girl
I WONDER: why it's never easy
I KNOW: nothing's perfect
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
SMILED? hmm? reading megatokyo
DANCED? a couple hours 'go, in my room
GOT HAMMERED? :p
KISSED SOMEONE? -_-;;
HUGGED SOMEONE? lunch. jelena's good for hugs.
HAD A NIGHTMARE? i don't remember
LAST THING YOU READ: the hobbit
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN: lotr ttt
LAST PHONE NUMBER YOU CALLED: dad
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV: fastlane
LAST SONG YOU HEARD: westlife
LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK: milk
LAST THING YOU ATE: dinner
DO YOU...
SMOKE? no
SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? yes
HAVE A CRUSH? several
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? sadly no
HAVE A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? a few
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? never had one
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? see above
READ THE NEWSPAPER? sometimes
HAVE ANY GAY OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? i don't know
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? nope
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yes
CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS? sort of
LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? no
BELIEVE IN GOD? no
HAVE ANY SECRETS? always
HAVE ANY PETS? nope
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? yup
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? yup
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? would like to
HATE YOURSELF? sometimes
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? no
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? yeah
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? yes
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? maybe
LIKE SARCASM? fuck yes
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? no
KISS WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED? -_-;
SING IN THE SHOWER? yeah
HAVE ANY SCARS? yup
8:51 p.m. // this is my reality \\
1. black sweat pants
2. grey t-shirt i've had since forever
3. blue comfy comfy fleece zipper sweater thing
4. my ever present glasses
5. em... and a hair tie :/
*5 things you can see*
1. my beautiful compu
2. pencil case
3. remote control (should watch fastlane)
4. my horrible, horrible french sculpture
5. my everpresent vaseline
*5 things you are doing right now*
1. playing with my 'tainer
2. typing
3. still typing
4. bleh
5. typing once more
*5 things you ate in the last 24 hours*
1. dinner
2. peanut butter cookies (yum)
3. fries
4. lunch
5. breakfast (muffin, mmmm)
*5 things you did so far today*
1. got beat on my english mark by yvonne :P
2. finished the geo logo
3. was bored out of mind in english
4. was also horny during english -_-;
5. baked peanut butter cookies
8:41 p.m. // this is my reality \\
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Ooh, and I've been meaning to link this for a while now. Socks!
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http://www.livejournal.com/users/mymindkills/day/2002/10/01
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And now back to the present. Need to do Family Studies and Geo. Everything else takes backseat. Gonna be busy this weekend. *sigh* Again. Finally watched this week's Buffy/Angel. Am I the only one who remember that Kennedy is 14? I mean, *I* don't have a problem with it, but it kinda pisses me off, cause people complain about the Lex/Clark age difference, or the underage Draco/Harry. Hello?! Willow's what, 22, 23? And Kennedy's 14, 15? It's age difference *and* underageness, *all* at the same time. And it's not even, barely underage, like Clark's 15 turning on 16. Jeez. -_-;; Whatever.
7:02 p.m. // this is my reality \\
[edit] And I officially claim this to be the hottest, yummiest lemon I've read in far too long. Remind me to get this out whenever I'm feeling down. Dear god! ^_^
7:40 p.m. // this is my reality \\
http://66.221.20.223/stormy/hod.htm
7:33 p.m. // this is my reality \\
This makes me laugh :
F*ck,
F*ck,
F*ck a Duck,
Screw a kangaroo,
69 a porcupine,
Orgy at the zoo!!!
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On another note, how's this for the opening blurb for WWFR : The splash page pretty much says it all, doesn't it?
Web Whores For Rent (or more affectionately, wwfr) is all about making layouts for other people to use.
6:34 p.m. // this is my reality \\
Let me add, my BMB OTP : either Cy/Skids, or even better, Collin/Fox
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harry potter : harry/draco
gundam wing : [damn... difficult] (1x)2x5
smallville : [duh] lex/clark
weiss kreuz : ken/omi
lotr : aragorn/legolas
gravi : [like there's any other] yuki/shuichi [although I do enjoy a good hiro/shu fic once in a while]
anita blake : anita/edward [common! soul-mates!]
And I believe those are all my fanfictions. Right now, I'm waist deep in HP, and I haven't left SV yet. I've been on the GW decline, and the others, I haven't read in a while. Well, no, LotR I was reading. Am going to start Rhysenn's Alias slash. It's not syd/vaughn/will, but it's syd/vaughn and vaughn/will, which is good enough for me. ^_^ I love rhysenn. love love love. even though IP is so depressing, and there *really is* gonna be an IP 15. Jeez. IP 14 was so... final. Get me all worked up. If they end up together in the end, swear I'm gunna cry. I mean, IP 14, I totally thought that was the ending. There was no other notice! Then Diana told me there would be more. And I was just like O.O. OMG. Ah. Now I can't wait. :p Jeez.
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Aaah! Evil (blanks) um... Sydney's friend.
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Take theWhat Fanfic Draco are YOU? test and find out!
Sob. Cry. Sniffle. You lead an awful existence, tortured by those such as your father, your House, Harry, Voldemort, Snape, and the list goes on. Often going hand in hand with Slashy!Draco, you are usually paired up with either Harry or (ew) Lucius. Sometimes suicidal, sometimes just very fond of how blood looks on your pale skin, you bitch and whine throughout the whole story. How depressing.
Find out which Draco you are.
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http://home.nyu.edu/~amw243/fiction/writers/shalott.html
4:26 p.m. // this is my reality \\
Finish LotR III, Winter Rose, watch Buffy, Angel, and two eps. of Alias, as well as eps. 36-60 of kenshin; and don't forget the ever present fanfiction. *sigh* So much to do. So little time.
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